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12/02/2020
𝑰 𝒅𝒊𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒈𝒐 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒍𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒕𝒐𝒅𝒂𝒚. 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒃𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌 𝒎𝒚 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝑱𝒂𝒆𝒉𝒚𝒖𝒏. 𝑩𝒖𝒕, 𝑰'𝒎 𝒅𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒉𝒊𝒎. 𝑰 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒆'𝒍𝒍 𝒔𝒆𝒆 𝒂𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒏, 𝒔𝒐 𝑰 𝒏𝒆𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒔𝒖𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒎𝒚 𝒆𝒚𝒆𝒔 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒑𝒆𝒓𝒇𝒆𝒄𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒂𝒏𝒚 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒃𝒍𝒆𝒎. 𝑰 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 𝑱𝒂𝒆𝒉𝒚𝒖𝒏 𝒅𝒐𝒆𝒔𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒊𝒕 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒆.
It's like a void. A dark void. A never ending dark void that consumes everything, so your left feeling nothing. Empty.
So, she just didn't come on that day because she was hospitalized. And I have the audacity to sulk. Jaehyun, you're stupid. So stupid.
Eventhough my chest was already feeling heavy, I braced myself to read again after having dinner with Yuta.
14/02/2020
𝑴𝒚 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 "𝒅𝒂𝒕𝒆" 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝑱𝒂𝒆𝒉𝒚𝒖𝒏. 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒎𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒂𝒔 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒂𝒔 𝑰 𝒄𝒂𝒏. 𝑺𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒆'𝒍𝒍 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒆 𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒊𝒍𝒚... 𝑨𝒏𝒅 𝒕𝒉𝐞 𝒏𝒆𝒄𝒌𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒆, 𝑰 𝒑𝒓𝒂𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒆'𝒍𝒍 𝒘𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒊𝒕 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒏 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑰'𝒎 𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒆.
140220- 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒐𝒔𝒕 𝒔𝒑𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒂𝒍 𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆, 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑰 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒐𝒐.
Wait. This number-
I quickly pulled the necklace from my neck and look at it. I was right. The number engraved on the pendant was totally the same with what Areum had written. So that's the meaning...
Clutching the cold metal tightly, I recalled my memories with her.
Don't worry Areum. All those memories with you, I'm gonna remember it until my last breath.
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𝐁.𝐋.𝐈.𝐍.𝐃 (Jung Jaehyun fanfiction)
FanfictionBut why... Why did you enter my life, If you never planned to stay... Status: Completed Ⓒ︎Bleu_rkives
