Love through lockdown - sprousehart

Part 13

They were looking ate each other with love. Real love. They were like this fore some minutes now. Then they started to lean in. Still looking to each other, but now also looking to their lips. They wanted to kiss so bad. They were leaning in until their lips touch.

''God!! how much I've missed this'' Cole thought.

That kiss was full of love. They had everything they wanted in that moment, being with each other. That kiss turned into a hot make out session. They were enjoying until Lili notices what she was doing. And she felt the right to cut that shit ( that shit that isn't shit ).

L: Cole no! As much as lo-like you we can't do this.

C: I thought you were prepared...

L: Well I'm not so please get off me. I'm feeling uncomfortable.

C: I'm sorry...

He stroke her back to confort her. She didn't reacted the way he expected.

L: don't touch me Cole! I have to go...

C: Lili i'm sorry....

Lili got up and run out of the room. She went straight to the bathroom and closed the door. Then she broke into cries. She was inhaling and exhaling but her breath was still cutting. In fact she was having another panic attack. The third one in less than two days. Was Cole causing them or it was some other thing?

Lili started shouting horrible things to herself like if all was her fault and Cole heard them so he ran to her although she said not to.

L: IT'S ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT LILI.

L: IF YOU WERE GOOD ENOUGH HE WOULDN'T HAVE DONE IT.

L: YOU ARE SHIT LILI AND YOU DON'T DESERVE HIM A NEITHER WHAT YOU WERE DOING BEFORE.

The door was locked and Cole couldn't eneter to hug her tight and the least he could do was talking to her trying to convinced her.

C: Lils everything that you are saying it's wrong. Please unlock the door so I can hug you.

L: WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO HUG ME ?!?!

C: BECAUSE I LOVE YOU AND I WANT YOU TO BE OKAY. YOU NEED TO BE OKAK.

Coles words broke Lili. She was crying because she had a mix of emotions ( just like us with ted and his sneak peeks but this more REAL emotions) She didn't know what to think now. "Is it true ? Or just something for me to unlock the door ?" She thought. But some minutes of silence where you could hear both crying Lili opened the door going straight to hug Cole. She needed it.

L: I'm sorry.

She said sobbing in his arms.

C: For what Lils ?

He said with a sweet voice calming her down.

L: For everything I've done. You don't deserve this. You deserve I better looking woman that hasn't anxiety and depression.

Then Cole lift her cheek up, meaning she was looking at him right straight with their puffy eyes of crying.

C: Did you heard me before ?

L: what ?

C: I FUCKING LOVE YOU LILS. IM IN LOVE WITH YOU. YOU ARE NOT PROBLEM TO ME. YOU BRING ME HAPPINESS.

They were looking straight in the eyes. And that was a lock position.

C: so you don't have to be sorry about anything okay ?

L: okay. Thank you.

C: no problem.

They hugged for about 10 more minutes and then cole said:

C: I think we should go to sleep.

And the Cole noticed she asleep in his chest. He took her in his arms and brought her to bed. Then he went also to sleep.

(Hope you like it. I personally think this part is cute :). Love youuu )