M: Do you want to see Zamira?
Athena: :o
M: what? *confused*
Athena: since when do you call mommy, zAmIrA?
M: Wayyy before we had you.
Athena: yeah but you always call her a cute name not ZaMiRa, ew.
M: *chuckles* it's her name.
Athena looked at me suspiciously and I just smiled continuing to make breakfast.
Zamira's POV
Z: I broke my promise.
?: Oh... I kind of thought it would be the other way around.
Z: no... I don't know what to do, he doesn't want to talk to me but I don't want to loose him. He's all I've got.
?: what about your kids?
Z: He has them.
?: He's still going to let you see them right?
Z: yes but Mattia's my husband, I need him.
?: Zamira... do you need him? Or are you obsessed with him? I can't help you with Mattia but just think about that before trying to talk to him.
I looked at her confused and she just stood up about to leave.
Z: You said you would help me if I ever needed anything.
?: yeah when I thought you loved Mattia but Zamira you're just obsessed with him. Everything around you is fake, you have to let him go.
Z: You know what? Calling you was mistake, get out.
?: I will help you with anything, I will. But I won't help you so with something that isn't even real.
Z: What are you trying to say? That our marriage isn't real? We have two fucking kids Gia. Of course our marriage is real.
G: The marriage is, the love isn't.
Gia said before leaving the house. At that point I just broke down.
I was loosing everything... again.
Mattia's POV
M: Can he drink chocolate milk?
Athena: do I look like google?
M: Kinda...
Athena: ._.
M: nah I'm just kidding, but I'm sure he can, right? I mean it's still milk.
Athena: yeah but with chocolate.
M: Did mommy ever give him chocolate milk?
Athena: no she gave him boobie milk:)
M: oh-._.
I grabbed the chocolate milk and Angel's bottle before seeing that my phone was ringing again.
Zamira<3
M: hello?
Z: Do you love me?
M: *confused* is everything okay?
I asked as I heard Zamira crying and lowkey screaming.
Z: I asked if you loved me.
M: yes, Zamira what's wrong?
Z: okay then kill yourself.
M: Zamira? Baby what's wrong.
I put the bottle down and hesitated before grabbing my keys.
Z: I don't want to leave alone... come with me.
