Athena: you talked to Ivan? I thought you didn't like him:o
M: what? No I love him._.
Athena: *giggles* sure you do.
Ivan knocked on the door and I quickly let him in before driving to Zamira's house.
Once I got there I knocked on the door but no one opened it.
Zamira<3
'Hey it's Zamira, I am currently not available so leave a message'
M: fuck.
I continued to knock on the door until I got frustrated so I ended up kicking the door down.
M: Zamira!
I didn't hear anything but I still heard her phone ringing in our room.
M: Baby, answer me.
I walked into the room but she wasn't there either.
I started looking around the house but she wasn't anywhere.
Zamira's POV
I walked to the park we use to go to and sat down on the edge of the mountain.
M: but I know this isn't going to end well.
He was right. Everything was always going to end in a bad way.
I laid down and looked down at all the buildings.
M: I'm trying to change for you Zamira! Why can't you just understand that?!
Maybe I was obsessed with him.
I don't know.
I'm just confused.
Everything is so confusing and overwhelming.
I hated it.
I just wanted to go back in time.
I regret going back to him.
He was going to let me go back home but I stayed, it's all my fault.
G: don't blame yourself, it's not your fault. You just want someone to be there for you because you feel alone.
Z: I know...
Gia hugged me and I just closed my eyes.
"M: You can't love me, I'm bad for you."
I don't think he was bad for me, I think I was bad for him. I'm the one who's been hurting him the most.
M: Zamira.
I turned around and Gia wasn't there anymore. It was just Mattia. He looked worried.
M: what's wrong baby?
Z: I think it's best if we leave each other alone Mattia, our relationship isn't healthy.
Mattia laid down next to me and wrapped his arm around my waist.
M: I love you.
I looked at him in the eyes and just kissed him.
I wanted everything to be silent for once. No arguing, no sex, no problems. Just us.
But the problem was that all the problem were from us.
Z: I love you, Mattia.
