No Matter What

Episode 7

excuse mistakes

Alexis Taylor-Smith
Age : 24
Houston, Texas

"Don't ask me for shit." I said to Nyla.

"Then you hanging with the same bitches who set their old friend up. What the fuck Nyla , they not yo fucking friend, they don't give a fuck about you." I added on

"I swear to god I'm so mad at you right now. You way smarter then this. What if something would have happened Nyla? Huh? WHAT THE FUCK AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?" I yelled the last part

"Me and Mari bust our fucking ass to make sure you stay in the latest stuff and that you never want for shit. I make sure your hair stay did and your fucking nails. I make sure that you have all of that shit did. Am I not a good big sister?" I asked her.

She sniffled and nodded her head. "You are Lex."

"So why you being sneaky? I've told you countless of times that if you needed to talk to somebody that I'm here. I'm your big sister Nyla, and don't even use that overprotective shit because you know why me and Mari act like that." I said wiping my face.

"You literally have no reason to sneak out. Hell mama ass nowhere near strict. All you had to do was ask. And even if she would've told you no it's probably to save your ass from loosing your life. A mother always knows." I added on.

"Wipe yo fucking face." I said.

"You wasn't crying when you was sneaking out, so what you crying for now?"

"B-Because I disappointed you a-and Bubba, it was a mistake." She cried.

"You damn right it was a mistake but it's good cause you gone make mistakes, but that's why we here to help you learn from them so you won't make the same ones." I said scooting closer to her.

"You know I only want what's best for you and I'm clearing the scene behind you, but that sneaky shit ain't gone work understand?"

"Yes" She sniffled.

"C'mere" I said.

She crawled over to me and hugged me.

"I love you" I said.

"I love you too" She replied wiping her face.

"Now go get yourself together, and come downstairs." I said.

"Okay" She said lowly.

When I got that phone call yesterday from Jamari telling me about Nyla "trying" to sneak out made my blood boil.

I do everything in my power to make sure Nyla doesn't go down the same road I did and make the same mistakes I did. She knows better and she knows that I don't play that follow the leader shit.

Sometimes when she cries I do feel like I'm doing to much but at the same time I'm her big sister , and it's my job to make sure she's on the right path.

I went back downstairs to see Mari and Reagan staring at each other.

I didn't want to interrupt but I needed to tell him something important.

"Excuse me, I don't meant to interrupt , but Jamari I need to talk to you." I cleared my throat to make my presence.

"Here I come" He mumbled.

I smirked and walked into the den where Arielle, Ja'Seem and Raelyn was.

Raelyn was sooo adorable I just wanted to squeeze her little cheeks.