My famous little one

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Camilas pov

The girls are coming over to our house, they said they had something to ask us and I knew it was about my leaked songs going around, Lauren hasn't seen them yet and I'm terrified for her reaction, the girls yes but more Lauren's.

Lauren goes and opens the door saying hello, they come over and I take a deep breath.

"Solo songs?" Dinah asked, i sigh and Lauren frowns

"What?" Lauren asked confused, don't ruin my happy Lauren please, she was so happy today because we talked about our wedding this morning.

"You don't know?" Ally asked, Lauren frowns confused

"Don't know what?" She asked, i sigh

"Camila, has been writing and recording songs without us" Normani said, Lauren frowns

"Really?" Lauren asked, I nod

"Yeh" I whisper, Lauren nods

"Why?" She asked, I sigh

"I used too-well I still do but more before, I used to write songs on my own and record them to see if they would be good for us as a band to sing, I didn't tell you because I didn't want you guys to take it the wrong way" I say, they nod.

"I mean, I get that but you could of told us" Dinah said, I nod

"I know, I'm not going to lie there have been a few songs I wrote and recorded just for me, sometimes I don't want to write songs as a band because I have some ideas and I know we all have different ones, sometimes I just want to put all of my ideas and emotions into something that's just me" I say, they nod.

"I understand but, you should of told us" Normani said, I nod

"I know, I'm sorry" I say, they nod

"Don't say sorry I do it too" Lauren said, we all look at her

"Well I don't record them but I write my own songs" she shrugs, I smile

"It's not a bad thing to do, you shouldn't have to tell anyone, it's your feelings do what you want with them" Lauren said, I smile wider.

"I don't get why you guys were so hurt" Lauren said, they nod

"I thought camila wanted to go solo" Dinah said, they nod

"I don't want to go solo, just sometimes I want to write by myself" I say, they nod

"And that's okay, you can we just thought of the worst" Normani said, they nod Lauren shrugs

"Can I hear them?" She asked, I nod and get my laptop and I play some that haven't been leaked

"These are really good" Dinah said

"You wanted to break up?" Lauren asked, I frown

"No baby" I say

"But you said...sometimes I just want to be on my own" she said, I nod

"I do, I don't mean single, I would never want to break up" I say, she frowns and I know she was thinking the worst.

"Baby, don't you're going to the dark place in your mind again, stop okay, I love you I've always loved you, I never want to be without you" I say, she nods and I kiss her causing a little smile to come onto her face.

"You're my wife, why would I ever want to be without you?" I whisper, she smiles a little more.

"I don't know, I'm pretty awesome" she said, I nod

"You are" I say, she smiles wider

We talk for a while longer soon the girls left and soon Lauren and I were in bed.