Beyond That

Chapter 76, "I love you Kara"

I woke up laying on a broad chest. I know the damn chest......because well, it's Zayn. I'm laying on Zayn. All I remember is us talking and him holding me so how I fell asleep? Don't ask me.

"You're up?" he asked in a low raspy tone.

"You up?"

"I been up, I just was chilling," he chuckled. I turned over to face him, still laying in his arm.

"Thank you."

"Ah it's fine. What type of baby daddy would I be if I didn't comfort my baby mama?" He smiled making me laugh. He hates when I call him my baby daddy but yet, he done made a joke about it.

"I should go check on Z'Jack," I sighed.

"Yeah you should," he nodded, staring dead into my eyes.

"So... uh yeah," I said, raising up and walking out the room. My dumb ass forgot where Z'Jack room was but the whole time it was literally right next door.

When I walked in he was sitting down playing with his toys. I can't believe he's been quiet this whole time.

"How long have you been up?" I asked.

"Ya ya," he cooed.

"Just a couple minutes? Okay.." I nodded making him laugh and hit his blocks together.

I took a seat by him and laid there while he continued to drive his trucks around while click clacking his toys together. I should probably go home but I don't want to leave just yet for some reason.

"Well isn't this nice?" Zayn smiled at the doorway.

Found my reason..

"He's only been up a couple minutes."

"Hm, it's dark outside."

"If you want to kick me out just say that," I shrugged.

"Never," he smiled, sitting next to Z'Jack and picking up one of the trucks.

"ZJ we should get going," I sighed.

"No."

"Yes boy," I mugged.

"Stay," Zayn said silently, barely speaking the word.

"For my sake or his?"

"Both."

I broke our eye contact and stared at the ceiling. No matter what, Zayn will always be there. Baby daddy or not, he cares about me too and he loves me, which is all I ever wanted.

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2 days later...

Z'Jack is out with Zayn and I'm currently at the WDW house because Jonah insisted we talk again. I don't oppose the idea but seriously, it's not even that deep anymore..

"Hey, you look nice," Jonah smiled, opening the door.

"Thanks, you too," I admitted. We walked back to his room and of course I took my spot on his bed and waited until he said something first.

"So..." he exhaled.

"So?"

"Kara you've been on my mind too much lately and it's driving me crazy."

"Oh, wasn't expecting that," I said, furrowing my eyebrows.

"No baby seriously, just hear me out."

"Please don't call me baby..."

"Sorry, I know I messed up... but-"

"Jonah.." I interrupted, "Listen, no disrespect but I don't want to have this conversation. I said it was fine and yet here you are bringing it up again. I'm not going to say I don't care anymore because I do. But no we're not talking about this. What's said is said and what's done is done so just leave it alone."