hate to love (jikook)

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A month later

.. The funeral..

Jimins pov

I stare at the casket with tears streaming down my cheeks. Jin walks to me "jimin...do you wanna step outside?... They're opening the casket so we can say goodbye" I shake my head "no...i-i need to be here... I want to say goodbye" I shove him away from me and walk up to the open casket

I take a deep breath and my heart shatters seeing Jungkooks body led in the casket. I sob "I'm so sorry.... I couldn't protect you...im-im so sorry!!!" taehyung rushes to me "chim... Chim calm down" he hugs me and I hit his chest "he didn't deserve this!! I should have protected him!"

Taehyung rubs my back "hey... Its okay...its okay, let it all out chim" I grip his jacket and cry while all the others say goodbye to jungkook.
Taehyung pulls me outside and I cry more "i-it's all my fault"

He shakes his head "no it's not...dont blame yourself jimin...he is in a better place" I step back and taehyung sighs looking at me. I sob "I've lost jungkook, I've lost our baby! I'VE LOST EVERYTHING!! and you have no idea what that's like!!"

He shakes his head "your right...i don't know what that's like but I'm your best friend jimin...i will always be here for you" I cry and fall to my knees, it starts to rain loads

I look down at the ground and see a single flower in front of me. I carefully pick it and then stand up, taehyung watches me. I walk inside and I feel everyone staring at me

Taehyung follows me. I then walk to the casket and bite my lip to stop tears and I gently place the flower in Jungkooks hair "m-my beautiful bunny....beautiful in every situation" I glance down at his stomach and my tears fall

I hesitate but then look at the priest who smiles a little "it's time to close the casket..." my tears fall onto Jungkooks face and I shake my head "N-no....this can't be the end!" I sob.

Bangchan then pulls me back and holds me back and the casket is closed, I shake my head "NO! PLEASE!" the others all gather around me and hug me in a group hug

I stop fighting and just lean into their touch and sob not being able to speak anymore

I-I've lost the one person I love...
This is it... This is how it ends...

Why couldn't we have a happy ending?....
I guess a fox and a bunny really can't be together...

And-and it's all my fault....