wedding (M-preg)✔

61.What am I to you Mingkwan?

Forth dried his face with towel and brought him back to bed, he placed him slowly to bed asking him "Ming, did you skip your meals this month?"

"I mean did you skip your food during work hours"

Ming nod he did skip meals because he thought he was vomiting when he is stressed so he tried to limit his appetite plus he did fight with forth which made him stressed and loss appetite

"You know you're pregnant right! Even if you don't tell me I understand, you need time, but at least you should eat and take better care right!" Forth scold him their

Ming shook his head urgently "I really don't know"

"What you don't know? To eat!"

Ming pressed his lips

"ming for god sake, I am warning you about you're weight and I thought you not anaemic anymore but right now you're back to zero you stopped putting on weight and back to anemic, what is wrong with you," he sussed with tears pooling eyes "You're skipping lunch during work, is this how you promise me to take care of yourself" forth fumed again and Ming sat their silently thinking of him being carelessness

Forth is busy in adjusting his monitor and clipping Ming left hand finger he was scribbling down the vital measurements filling Ming chart which is regularly clipped to his bed he turned to silent ming asking him "why don't you trust me ming, I would listen to you and we could discuss this, I agree I am having busy schedules and having less time at home, but in this one month you did not find a single day or a minute to say a word to me, your suffered on your own, do you even know how thoughtless you're, you risked everything ming, you don't have minimum trust and belief in me," he fumed hastily

Tears tinged in ming eyes "I told you its only two days phee,"

Forth nod "sorry.. I went overline. I know its marise fault," he apologized," he shook his head ".. I am trying to make our relationship to withstand all the pressures, I am scared too I once failed in my long term relationship after meeting you I gain confidence to live again but again this, this time it's very different I truly cannot live without you what if something happen to you what if I misunderstand you and what if I want to run away again?" his eyes turned glassy as he keeps thinking about the worst

Ming siting on bed with low head he understand every word forth is asking him, he could not look into forth eyes his lips quivered he agreed it's been one month he blindly turned all his symptoms saying 'it's not possible' he regrets for not taking the sample test the day his father in law brought a kit for him, he hold forth fingers which are shivering up "phee, don't blame on yourself, you're being good to me, and I promise our relationship will last long, I do trust phee I am sorry for making everything worst, it's me who is bringing all troubles to us, I understand your pain phee, I should have reached phee, I know you'll support me but all the scared thoughts makes me helpless I am the reason for spoiling our happiness, sorry phee" he said bearing all the pain encircling his heart

Forth closed his eyes in annoyance "I am not asking you say sorry, I am asking you why skip food why did not you take proper care, how could you be so irresponsible do you even take look of how you're and what position you're in, I am scared of you health,"

Ming sat in silence by lowering his head

"are you a kid don't you know to eat?"

Ming raised his voice a little "its all because of you, phee left me for fifteen days I could not digest the fact of you leaving me I lost appetite when I am stressed and vomit everything I eat, its your fault, I thought to eat less I don't know pregnant by then,"