My Brother's Bestfriend

Chapter 15 - Feelings

We ate our dinner in a little bit fancy resto near the "Goodnight Bar"

"The food are delicious here, ah", sabi ko kay Noah habang inaalala ang masasarap na pagkain na naubos namin.

"Yes. This is my mom favorite's resto", sang ayon sakin ni Noah.

"Talaga!! Palagi ba kayo dito Noah?"

"Yeah. When I was a kid but now I can't come with them always because I'm at Malilipot for 2 years"

"Oo nga pala"

After dinner we off to go to the bar.

"Hmmmm... Medyo may pakahigh class dito noh", sabi ko. "Wala akong maamoy na usok ng sigarilyo at hindi masyadong malakas ang amoy ng mga alak."

"Yes baby. Bawal kasi dito ang sigarilyo at mga matatapang na alak. Mga wine, beers at light drinks lang ang pwede dito pero madami pa rin ang pumupunta dito lalo na ang mga celebrity, models at politician", mahabang paliwanag sakin ni Noah.

Mas lalo naman akong namangha sa mga nalaman ko. Kung may pupuntahan man akong bar, mas gusto ko dito.

"Tara baby. Doon tayo sa VIP seats"

Sabay kaming pumunta sa tinuro niya at umupo na kami dito. Para namang pang couple itong pinili ni Noah. Isang couch lang kasi ito eh na pangdalawahan.

Nilibot ko naman ang tingin ko sa loo  ng bar at nagbabasakaling meron pang bakanteng upuan subalit sa kasamang palad ay puno na ang mga upuan.

Sa may intablado ay may isang banda na tumutugtog ng mga nakakaindak na sayawin. Hindi mga daring ang mga pinapatugtog nila kagaya sa bar na pinuntahan namin sa Tabaco.

"Ganito ba talaga ang mga tugtugin dito Noah?", tanong ko sa kanya habang siya ay busy sa pag sabi ng order namin sa napadaan waiter.

"Hindi naman baby. Maaga pa kasi kaya ganyan pa lang ang mga tugtog pero mamayang 10pm eh yung usual na talagang tugtugin", sagot niya.

"Ganun ba. Hanggang anong oras tayo dito Noah?"

"Kung hanggang anong oras mo gusto baby"

"Talaga!!!!", lumaki naman ang mata ko dahil sa narinig. "Gusto ko hanggang 3 am tayo dito Noah kung kaya natin"

"Sure baby"

Maya-maya lamang ay dumating na ang mga inumin namin. Nag iinoman kami ni Noah habang nakikinig at sumasabay sa indak ng tugtugin ng banda.

Nakakaenjoy naman dito lalo na walang curfew hehehe.. Medyo tinataman na ako sa aking iniinom. Hindi naman kasi ako umiinom ng ganito minsan lang pag may okasyon.

Nang nag 10pm na eh nag iba na nga ang mga tugtog. Niyaya ko si Noah na sumayaw at sumama naman siya sakin.

We're dancing like a wild at the dance floor. My arms are on his neck and his is on my waist. We were grinding then laughing and grinding then laughing again.

Our nose were almost touching a minute when we face each other. We stop a while then suddendly Noah's lips crush mine. He kiss me passionately.

The electricity that I felt was became stronger and stronger theb turn it on a fire. I felt hot while his still kissing me. I feel his hands caressing my waist up and down. And the fire is still igniting.

I want to push me beacuse its not good. He's my brother's best friend for goodsake. But my body didn't cooperating with me.

For my 18 years of exsistence, I never felt this kind of feeling. Its a good feeling but somehow I'm scared. I know its not good but I can't help it.

I'm scared after this. What will happen to us. I knew that the electricity I felt was something. I have a feelings for him. I just don't if its only like or..... love. I know he doesn't have feeling for me, that's why I'm scared.

What if after this he become distant to me. What will happen to me? I'm doom.

But what ever happen tomorrow is okay, for now I will enjoy the kiss.