My Brother's Bestfriend

Chapter 21 - Feel

Its our vacation day today at heto kami ni Noah sa kotse niya papuntang Gazpi Resort. Isang oras din ang byahe papunta dun kaya medyo inaantok ako.

"Pwede ko bang buksan itong stereo mo Noah para hindi ako antukin?", pagpapaalam ko sa kanya.

"Sure baby"

Binuksan ko ang stereo niya at umalingawngaw ang pamilyar na tugtog dito.

"Baby I knew at once that you were meant for me
Deep in my soul I know that I'm your destiny
Though you're unsure, why fight the tide?
Don't think so much, let your heart decide"

I think, I hear it somewhere. Hindi ko lang maalala. Saan kaya yun?

"Baby I see your future and it's tied to mine
I look in your eyes and see you searching for a sign
But you'll never fall, 'til you let go
Don't be so scared, of what you don't know"

Hmmm. Nakakaindak naman ng tugtog. Pero somehow, I relate to that song. Parang pinapatamaan ata ako na hindi eh.

Napansin ko naman si Noah na panay ang balik ng tingin sakin at sa kalsada. Problema nito?

"May kailangan ka Noah? Nagugutom ka ba", pag uusisa ko dito.

"Nothing baby. I'm just checking on you"

"Saan naman?"

"Do you feel anything about hearing to that song?", tanong niya sakin

"Uhmmmm", nag isip ako ng mabuti sa tanong ni Noah. "Wala naman, bakit?"

Iling lamang ang sagot sakin ni Noah at binalik na ang tingin sa daan.

"True to your heart, you must be true to your heart
That's when the heavens will part
And, baby, shower you with my love
Open your eyes, your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true to your heart
I know it's gonna lead you straight to me (gotta be true, to your heart)"

"Ah alam ko na", bigla kong naalala. Ito yung narining kong pinapatugtog ni Noah sa condo.

"Alin ang alam mo na baby? Na may nararamdam ka sa tugtog?", tanong niya sa may pag asang tinig.

"Hindi", pag dedeny ko. "Ito yung pinatugtog mo sa condo mo di ba"

"Yeah", sagot niyang parang pinagbagsakan ng langit at lupa. Hindi ko na lang siya pinansin pa at pinakinggan na lang ang kanta habang umiindak pa minsan minsan.

"Oh, someone you know is on your side, can set you free
I can do that for you if you believe in me
Why second-guess? What feels so right?
Just trust your heart, and you'll see the light

True to your heart, you must be true to your heart
That's when the heavens will part
And, baby, shower you with my love
Open your eyes, your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true to your heart
I know it's gonna lead you straight to me

your heart knows what's good for you
(Good for you) let your heart show you the way
(You know it's true) it'll see you through (gotta be true, to your heart)"

Ang ganda talaga.... naisip ko pano kung magpakatotoo din ako. Matatanggap kaya ako ni Noah kagaya sa kanta.

Sa kanta eh niyaya ng lalaki ang kanyang minamahal na mahal din siya. Ganun kaya si Noah? Mahal din kaya niya ako? Sasabihin niya din kaya sakin na magpakatotoo ako? Haysss. Imposible.

"Girl my heart is driving me to where you are well
You can take both hands off the wheel and still get far
Be swept away, enjoy the ride
You won't get lost, with your heart to guide you

True to your heart, you must be true to your heart
That's when the heavens will part
And, baby, shower you with my love
Open your eyes, your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true to your heart
I know it's gonna lead you straight to me

True to your heart, you must be true to your heart
That's when the heavens will part
And, baby, shower you with my love
Open your eyes, your heart can tell you no lies
And when you're true to your heart
I know it's gonna lead you straight to me (gotta be true, to your heart)

Seen the ghost voice
When things are getting crazy (crazy)
And you dunno where to start (to start)
Keep on believing, baby, just be true to your heart
When all the world around you (yeah)
It seems to fall apart, keep on believing, baby
Just be true to your heart
(Gotta be true, to your heart)
(Gotta be true, to your heart)
(Gotta be true, to your heart)"

Pagtatapos ng kanta habang minsan ay sinasabayan ni Noah at nakatingin sakin.

Sana nga Noah, masabi mo sakin na magpakatotoo ako sayo at masabi mo din sakin na mahal mo ako. Pero hindi na ako aasa pa dahil hindi mangyayari iyon.