WHEN THERE'S ME AND YOU

CHAPTER 25

"Saint..", a tap on a table made Saint pulled back from his thoughts. Jimmy concernly looked at him as he was only flipping the pages of his book but not even reading it.

"Aw, P'",

"You okay?",

"Yeah," Saint smiled on him. It's been three days since he learned the information, the information that made his heart clenched. Taunting by the thought that his donor may still be alive if only his heart wasn't transplanted on him, if the doctor only didn't gave up on him. He wanted to ask his parents but he's afraid that they'll get angry to him for inquiring things. Do they even know about it? Saint thought to himself.

"Hey, you're not okay..", Jimmy insisted closing his own notes. "Did you and Zee fight?",

"No, we didn't..", Saint shrugged

"Then?",

"P', I am feeling guilty...",Saint looked at Jimmy with sad eyes. A look that Jimmy saw for the first time.

"Guilty? For what?", Jimmy dragged his chair closer to Saint.

"For my donor...", Saint's lips trembled, Jimmy frowned.

"Why? Hey..",

"He could have been alive, P'", he murmured, unsure of Jimmy heard him.

"What are you murmuring about...tell me?",

"Sam Denovan, a Thai and he's my donor.", Saint trailed. "Do you know one?",

"No,..",

"Do you know someone that I can hire as private investigator?", Saint asked and Jimmy frowned.

"I don't know any...but hey, even if I do, I won't tell you..",

"Why not?",

"Cause I don't want you to beat yourself out it. Why do you think hospital has their confidential policies over their patience..", Saint rolled his eyes off to Jimmy. "

"I freaking hate that policy..", Saint exclaimed.

"It's to protect both of their patients,Saint.", Jimmy replied. "I'm not even been gone into the same situation as you, but I know how weird it would be to know the person who owns the main reason why you're keeping alive...that you're alive with the help on someone else part..",

"I wanna know about him.."

"And what?",

"and..",

"Hey, what's with this tension?", Mixxiw entered the classroom, going to them straight. "What are you guys talking about that you two look so serious?",

"Saint's donor..."

"Your donor?", Mixxiw took his seat. "Hm, what about it?",

"I wanna know.about him... I've been trying to investigate about him but it's too hard to find..",

"Hm, why would you like to know about him?", Mixxiw asked.

"I don't know.. it's just that I find it hard to settle without me knowing the truth..",

"Do you know anything about him now?",

"Hm, my friend told me that he's around 25 years old and he's a Thai..his name is not registered in US so we concluded that it's only a nickname or something..",

"Oh, that would be hard, but Thai? That's awesome.",

"Yeah, no wonder I felt that urge of coming back here in Thailand suddenly. In 12 years I lived with my parents in U.S, I never felt it, but when I had this heart, I had it. I started to dream about someone I didn't know, that maybe it's him...",