Naomi heard a knock at her door. It was quieter than the other ones she usually got. It wasn't someone who usually came to see her.
"Naomi please open the door" Theo whispered against the barrier between them.
Naomi's heart raced at the fact that he finally came to see her. The boy who she wanted. The boy her body yearned for. The one who made her forget about the consequences of her actions. The one she couldn't get out of her head.
She heard him shuffle away from the door. He was leaving. She was conflicted. She wanted to see him but she didn't know what to say. What to do. What would come of their situation now since they had kissed. Since his confession. He wasn't someone who hated her anymore, he wasn't just her friend anymore. He was something more and she didn't know what.
Before she realised what she was doing, she had unlocked her bedroom door and pulled the boy inside her room. She quickly let go of his wrist she had a hold of and moved away from him. She was stood across the room from him. She couldn't help but feel exposed under his gaze as he scanned her appearance in the low light of the room. He couldn't see her bruise but he knew it was there.
He saw her fiddle with the bow on her pyjama shorts. She didn't look at him. He wanted her to. For her to see how sorry he was for everything. For her to see how much he wanted her. For her to see he wasn't there to hurt her but protect her. For her to finally see him.
Theo cautiously stepped towards her. She was so in thought she hadn't realised he was now right infront of her. She felt his hand cradle her cheek. She leaned into his touch. They had yet to say anything to each other but the action alone made them feel like they were on the same page. She felt safe.
"Who did this to you?" He asked, he knew but he needed the truth from her. He needed her to admit it and for her to tell him to make it all real.
For her to finally trust him enough
"No one, I-"
"Naomi don't fucking lie to me, who did this to you?" He repeated giving her another chance, but no matter what came front mouth, he knew what he was going to do next
Naomi could hear the worry in his voice and knew lying wouldn't get her anywhere, "Sebastian" she whispered
"I'll fucking kill him" he gritted out," I'll fucking kill him right now.
Naomi finally looked up at him. She looked into his blue eyes and saw the hurt swirling around in them. The pain. The fear. But also the lust. She didn't want to speak. She didn't want to talk about anything, in that moment she just wanted him. She just wanted him to make her feel better.
"Just stay with me, please?" She whispered, just needing him right now. No violence. No one outside them in this room
Naomi placed her hand over his, and rubbed the pad of her thumb over his hand. Slowly, she pulled his hand off of her face and guided his hand onto her shoulder, where the strap of her small top lay. Theo furrowed his eyebrows at the action.
She used his hand to pull the straps of her top down, and then the other. Her chest spilled out. Her nipple piercings made her nipples pebble. She watched his Adam's apple bob at the realisation of what she was doing and where this was going. He couldn't take his eyes off of her breasts as they rose and fell with every breath she took.
He removed his hand from her grasp, making her furrow her brows. She felt exposed. Embarrassed. She began to cover herself.
That's when he pulled his own tshirt off of his chest and began to undress himself. Naomi bit her lip in anticipation of what they were about to do. She took no time in pulling down her own shorts and taking off her top.
The two of them stood there, hungry. Hungry for each other. They wanted each other and nothing was in the way anymore. They couldn't help but rake their eyes over the other's body, waiting for one to make the first move. To finally be able to touch the other. To be able to feel the other.
Theo saw Naomi lick her lips as she started at his erect penis. He was big. Bigger than she expected.
He closed the gap between the two of them and pulled Naomi's chin up to connect their lips. They shared a kiss. A kiss which was equally as good as their first. Naomi moaned into the kiss when she felt Theo's member graze against her stomach. She couldn't help but tiptoe with their height difference to push herself even further into the kiss, she wanted more of him. She wanted all of him.
She combed her fingers through his hair. Their lips melting into each other. She smelt of Shea butter and coconut. It was his new favourite smell.
Theo gently pushed her onto the bed, taking his time with her. He didn't want to rush a second of a moment he never thought would actually happen. He crawled ontop of her, still engaged in the kiss and placed his knee between her thighs, so she couldn't shut them, as he gradually traced his hand over her body and down to her core.
He broke the kiss. He began to pepper kisses down her body. From her neck, to her collar bones, to her breasts, to her stomach. He wanted to appreciate her. Show her he loved every bit of her.
Naomi's breath hitched, as she felt Theo's knee against her entrance. She couldn't help but buck her hips and grind against it. Anything to show him she was ready for him. That she wanted him.
Theo groaned at the feeling of her juices all over his thigh. She was soaked, just for him.
He removed his knee and replaced it with his hand. He slid two digits inside of her, causing her to let out a loud moan.
"Do you like that?" He grunted, watching her grab a hold of her breasts and play with them
She nodded in response, biting her lip at the motion of him scissoring his fingers inside of her, stretching her out.
"I need words, Naomi" He breathed out, enjoying his view of her coming undone from his fingers alone
"Yes" she softly moaned as she rocked her hips in-line with his movements.
"Good girl" he rasped out, speeding up his movements
She loved him pleasuring her. She loved his fingers.
But they weren't enough. She wanted him. All of him.
She wanted him inside of her, making her scream out his name in ecstasy. Him slamming his dick inside of her, whilst she scratched his back in pleasure, leaving her mark on him. Him moaning out loud, telling her how tight she felt and how he couldn't get enough. Him making her eyes roll back as he hit her g-spot repeatedly. The two of them moaning into each other's mouths as-.
Naomi's body shot up, to the blaring sound her alarm. She held her chest to steady her breathing. She looked around her room. She was alone. There was no one there. There was no knock, her clothes weren't discarded. It was all a dream. Another dream about Theo. Another dream about sleeping with him. She needed to get out of this city. She needed to clear her head.
She dismissed her alarm and began to get ready.
She was finally facing the world today, she was leaving her room. She was going home. She wasn't dropping out of university, but she did need a break from everything and everyone, especially if she was having sex dreams about Theo. The boy who supposedly liked her but yet hadn't seen her and probably didn't even know what had happened to her.
She wonders if he set this all up. That he planned to corner her in his room that night and got someone to take the picture of them to send to Seb. For him to ruin her once perfect situation with Seb just so he could find anyway to piss her off. All of this because he wanted to mess with her life. She wouldn't put it past him.
She didn't understand him.
She didn't trust him.
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Clouding My Judgement
Romance[Completed] Book 1 in The 'Three Words' Series - A/N I know this book isn't written the best and low-key cringe, it was one of my first, sorry. Naomi is a 18 year old university student, studying fashion marketing in first year attempting to make f...
