Theo couldn't help but toss and turn in his bed over today's events. She was gone. She had left. She didn't say goodbye. Why was it every time she left for the end of term they left on a bad note.
He would of texted or called but he didn't have her number or any of her socials. They were meant to hate each other. He couldn't exactly tell her over Instagram DM that he beat the shit out of her ex and he couldn't stop thinking about her, and that night. And how he didn't know about the picture either.
It had to be in person. One to one. Face to face. But he couldn't just turn up to her home. Could he? No he wasn't down that bad. Liv had offered to tell Naomi for him but he refused, it was between him and Naomi. He needed to be the one to tell her everything, his side of the story.
He would just talk to her when she was back. It was only a few weeks. He could do that. He could wait. Just a few weeks without seeing her, he thought to himself.
Without seeing her smile. Without seeing her different hairstyles. Without seeing how she hugged herself when she got nervous. Without seeing her refusing to repeat an outfit. Without seeing how piercing her eyes were when she actually looked at him. Without seeing how she would roll her eyes at his remarks. Without seeing her being sarcastic and over dramatic over a simple statement.
Theo sighed out of frustration. He couldn't stop thinking about her. There was no way he could be just friends with her. She was his and he intended on keeping her. She was on his mind all the time and he couldn't stop it.
He couldn't stop thinking about how good it was to hear her moan for him. For him to witness her under the spell of his lips, even if it was for a few minutes. For him to feel her grind against his crotch in heated desperation.
He wanted to know what would of happened if she didn't stop him. What would of transpired if she never pushed him away. How far would their kiss have gone. How far would she allowed him to go. Would she have let him taste the sweet nectar between her thighs. Would she let him thrust into her all night, hearing her moan out his name in pleasure.
"Fuck" Theo muttered breathlessly as he realised he had gotten himself worked up.
His dick stood at full attention. He wasn't going to call Charlotte or any other girl. He wasn't making that mistake. He needed her. But he couldn't have her, yet.
Theo got out of bed and started a shower. He felt like a thirteen year old boy all over again, having to take a cold shower to calm himself down.
He stripped down and stepped under the cold water, letting it run down his body. His mind was still full of her, he couldn't stop. He couldn't stop thinking about her and it wasn't helping.
Fuck it, he thought. He hissed as he wrapped his hand around himself. He didn't care for his bruised knuckles as he slowly he began to stroke himself, imaging it was Naomi instead.
He imagined her walking into the bathroom fully naked, smirking at how flustered he got over just thinking about her. He imagined her stepping into the shower, yet to break eye contact with him, wrapping her own hand around his member. He imagined her pushing them towards the corner of the shower so they wouldn't get as wet because of her hair but the sounds of the water would still muffle their voices.
He imagined her grabbing his chin, forcing him to down look into her eyes as she pumped him slowly. Her whispering "does that feel good?" just to hear him let out a frustrated growl, as she knew she was doing everything right but he wanted more.
Her smiling, as she dropped to her knees before him. For her to kiss the tip of his dick, just for him to whine and buck his hips so he could thrust himself into her mouth. For her to giggle at him being so needy and wrap her lips around his shaft in one swift moment before he could say something.
"Yes" Theo moaned out, as he screwed his eyes shut, continuing his imaginary scenario
He imagined her not caring about looking sexy or cute when she sucked his dick. He imagined her knowing she wanted his cum and she was going to get it. He imagined watching her attempt to take all of him in her mouth, as she pumped the part she couldn't fit. He imagined her paying attention to his balls as she let his dick fall out of her mouth, and beginning to suck and fondle them, just for him to moan out "yes, just like that for daddy".
Him grabbing her slicked bun ontop of her head and releasing her mouth from his balls so she would go back to his dick. Her opening her mouth wide, so he would take control and fuck her mouth. He grabbed his shaft and slapped it against her face, groaning at how pretty she looked. How she smiled, knowing how down bad dirty she was but didn't care.
She gagged as he thrusted into her mouth, pushing his dick to the back of her throat. Her eyes began to water with the intense pressure, but she didn't care, she wanted to make him feel good. She grabbed the back of his thighs to steady herself and take all of him.
She quickly tapped his thigh, to signal she was taking control. It was her turn. She wanted to make him putty in her hands.
She released his dick with a pop. A string of saliva and precum fell from her lips but she didn't care. She used it to assist her in stroking him. She began to pump faster, as she heard Theo's encouraging moans, echoing on the bathroom walls.
She licked a single vein up his dick, watching him squeeze his eyes shut at the action. She smiled, blowing cold air onto the tip of his dick, to see him squirm at the cold sensation. She seductively whispered "Open your eyes for me, daddy" as she pouted knowing he wasn't watching her. She wanted to see him come undone at the hands of her. She wanted to see the lust swirl around in his eyes as he watched her take all of him.
Theo opened his eyes and saw her smirking at him. As he let out a chorus of praises, saying she was "such a good girl for daddy" when she wrapped her mouth around him once again. He watched her head bob up and down as she gagged, taking all of him. He felt her use her tongue and swirl it around his dick. She knew what she was doing.
Theo couldn't help but buck his hips at the over whelming pressure. Her gags, her tongue, the warmth of her mouth. Everything at once was all too much. He needed to cum.
"Baby, I'm about to cum" he breathed out
She didn't stop. She kept going. She wanted him in her mouth and she wanted every last drop. Theo grunted as he felt her grab the back of his thighs, pushing himself further into her mouth. He couldn't take it. He couldn't take his eyes off of her though. He never wanted her to stop.
Quickly, she took his dick out of her mouth and pumped him. She up looked into his eyes and said "cum for me, daddy. I want your cum", before placing him back inside of her mouth.
Theo stared at her in disbelief. He didn't know she could be so dirty. So dirty for him. He felt the pressure and he let go. He let it all go. He let out a gargled moan, as he let the liquid spurt out of his dick and into her mouth.
She didn't stop there though. She kept sucking. She sucked him dry. She wanted every last drop and she intended on getting it. Theo's body began to shake uncontrollably. It was all too much.
She swallowed every last drop and wiped her mouth as she stood up. She peeked up at him through her lashes, as he slowly peeled his eyes open to look at her. His eyes were fiery, as he grabbed her and pushed her against the wall, crashing his lips into hers. "You're such a dirty little slut for daddy, aren't you?" He breathed out, as she giggled.
Theo moaned out one final time. "Yes, Naomi" he breathed out, as opened his eyes to find himself holding onto the shower wall for support and his cum in his other hand. Fuck. He had never imagined something like that before. Oh how he wished it was real.
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Clouding My Judgement
Romance[Completed] Book 1 in The 'Three Words' Series - A/N I know this book isn't written the best and low-key cringe, it was one of my first, sorry. Naomi is a 18 year old university student, studying fashion marketing in first year attempting to make f...
