TRUE LOVE (PART 2)

part 3

"Thank You" I mouthed at her. She gave me the biggest grin.
As I walked towards the exit, I noticed people were staring at me and grinning. I returned every one of their smiles with a smile; truly happy.

I exited the dance floor and saw him at the entrance of the hotel, hugging a girl. I didn't recognize her; she gave him a kiss on his cheeks which made him smile, then she said something. which made him smile; the carefree smile, that I loved. Also, I think I saw him blush.

"Its enough" I told myself and walked towards the reception and took my room key. I mean my shared room key and went to change.

I was sad to see him with someone else; It wounded me because he had moved on, and I was still here, still hung up on him. I couldn't even have a causal relationship with anyone and seeing him happy with someone else made me feel sad for myself.

For the past nine years, I had tried everything to move on but nothing helped.

No matter with whom I spoke, I still remembered him. If someone spoke with me,
I would wonder what would Aly say, though he was not here, Aly's ghost haunted me every day and everywhere;
although I was happy when I saw Aly because only God knows how many times I wished to see him once and talk with him, now when he was here, I'm not sure what
will happen, but at least I can hope now finally I will get closure and then I can move on with my life.
But as I really think about it, I really don't know the meaning of closure.

Is it the feeling to finally let go of his memory and stopped thinking about him?"

'Or is it the feeling. you just feel pity for yourself?*

Or it is just that you are tired, to explain everyone why you are still crying for him and to shut them up you move on?

It's hard to explain why I cried over him, for someone who left me, without thinking twice. The answer for this was difficult to express, but I think I finally understand why I was unable to let him go from my mind,

and that was; When I really think about the relation, I know it was great but there were always those little signs that reminded me.

He doesn't feel the same as I did, but I ignored all the flaws, not because he asked me too, it was because I loved him and I chose to ignore them.

So, if I can forget his flaw so it shouldn't benthat hard to forget him, too right? And that answer for this was yes, if I try, I can forget him too, and move on with my life, saying
"Shit happens all the time. But I can't because I will never forget what I felt, when I was with him, the way I saw him in slow motion,

the way he smiled and I copied him without noticing, the way he laughed and I could still hear his voice as if he was still laughing now the way he held my hands and talked about the world, and the way he ate food like he
had been hungry for days, the way he held my waist while posing for a photo or the way he made some fun of me, but still sounded like he was flirting. or just the way he looked at me and I wished he could feel the same way I was feeling for him, or just simply be in his arm and forget the rest of the world because he seemed the world to me.

So, no I can't move on because I can't, it's because I remember my love and Im not ready to let that go. I want to but it's hard, and it scares me to share that with anyone else. I'm afraid that if I move on, then all these will not be just a memory, but it will be replaced with someone else. And I don't ever
want that.

I sighed as my brain started over thinking again and it wasn't the right time to think about these, but still, I was here in my room sitting on my bed and trying to reason with myself to move on or not. I literally hate this
topic.

Just like always, I closed my eyes and took a deep breath and buried my emotions deep- deep in my subconscious and got up to meet my friends and not be alone anymore, or else I would start crying.

Fifteen minutes late, I came down wearing track pants and a crop top. Relaxed and with no self-pity, I still looked decent, and I joined my friends dancing. I hugged them and bounced along with them.

"Why did you change?" Nidhii mouthed as she danced with harsh.
i didn't reply I just kept smiling and
dancing on the beat.

Avika gave me a smile, and I raised my hands up and it exposed my tummy, Avika gave me the thumbs up, beaming and laughing loudly, it made me blush and I danced with Nidhii.

Aly was looking for you" Nidhi informed me.

"I bloody don't care I shouted" the DJ was loud, so it didn't matter.

I was enjoying myself and it was my favourite English mix songs that were playing and nobody loves English songs more than I do.

We were all jumping and dancing. Pankaj came towards me and shouted in my ears.
You are so hot" He looked at me in amazement and beamed.

"You are crazy" I said loudly and smiled widely.

He laughed and started dancing with me.

Then I saw Aly, he seemed pissed, his jaw.was clenched tightly looking at me and pankaj; I assumed.

So, making him madder I took pankaj's hands and placed it on my waist and moved, doing sexy moves and closing the space as I did that.

I danced like I was drunk. I pretended like I was drunk too. As I did those moves, I looked at Aly's disappointed face, our eyes met and a wide smile spread across my face and I winked at him and pulled pankaj closer to me,

it was all.so sudden that pankaj almost fall over me but he balanced both of us and continued;

He didn't notice my motive behind doing this; he just enjoyed dancing with me. I placed my hands over his shoulder and our chest was touching now and he still had his hands on my bare waist. We were moving, bouncing, dancing, and hugging; enjoying

Someone grabbed my hand and pulled me out of pankaj's arms.

It was Aly  as predicted. And my smile widened.
"It's enough, let's go." He shouted in my ears.

Why do you care? Who are you?" I demand in equal anger, but still amusing.
I m nobody, come let's go." He announced.irritated.

He walked pulling me along. I was smiling like a kid and suddenly I felt like a kid too. It was like those moments when your mother drags you away from the chocolate stand.

He.was pulling me the same way. My friends.looked at me with disbelieve, horror and amusement all at the same time.

He passed them by saying:
Excuse us," looking straight.
They looked at me in confusion; I give
them a wide smile and winked.

They shook their heads with amusement and I smirked. I
should be mad, I thought. But I was happy seeing I pissed him.

He pulled me towards the exit.

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