I Only Ever Go In One Direction (Harry Styles) *FINISHED*

Chapter 47 6/9

SAMS POV

Zayn came over 2 days later and handed me a letter.

"He said, and made me promise, to give this to you if anything ever happened to him," I thanked him and he left. I closed the door and curled up on the window sill and opened the letter.

Dear Sam,

I love you so much, i really do. I never meant to hurt you the way i did. All those times, over and over.

I could kill myself for what i've done to you, and i know you deserve someone better then me,

But you keep letting me back into you life, and i can't tell you how happy I am that you do.

I asked Zayn to give this to you if anything ever happened to me, which he probably told you when giving you this.

But i wanted him to give this to you so you can have something from me too you.

Obviously if your reading this, that means something has happened to me and I wont be coming home. 

You don't know how that hurts to write those words. I don't want you to have to read this, but if you do,

I love you!

I'll keep saying it over and over, because its the trusest thing in the world. Through all the crap we have been through,

 All the tears all the fights, all the good times, sad times and stressful times, you stuck with me,

fighting with me. And I can't thank you enough, your the reason I kept going. Your my world Sam, always have, always will.

I remember when I first met you. Working in the coffee shop, a smile on your face  no matter what.

I never thought I would fall so hard for any girl, like i did you. The coffee shop cashier,

with the stain on her left pocket, and the bad habit of biting her bottom lip when thinking, or

running you hands through your hair when stressed. I fell for all those little thing about you,

And i wouldn't change that for the world.

But I want to ask you to do something for me after reading this. Don't give up, Don't stop fighting. And don't stop living. 

I know this may feel like the end of the world, but its not. It's just the beginning. I want you to be happy.

I would give anything for you not to read this letter, and for me to spend the rest of my life with you,

to have a family and live in a big house with a big back yard. But if you reading this, It won't.

And it killed me to write those words too. Please, if it makes you happy, fall in love again, get married. 

Don't stop cause I'm not there, cause I always will be.

I love you Sam, with all my heart. Please remember that. Tell everyone else I love them too.

-Love you own guardian  angel

   - Harry

I let the tears fall and didn't try to stop them. I put my hand on my swelling stomach. We are having a family together Harry, i thought. I closed my eyes and held the letter close to my heart,

"I love you too," I whispered to the empty room around me.