I Only Ever Go In One Direction (Harry Styles) *FINISHED*

Now that I've Found You - Chapter 27

SAM POV

That was now 2 years ago. 2 years since i was broken in half, 2 years since i had meet my 4 sisters. 2 years since my world went from upside down, to right side up. 2 years i have been travelling, doing interviews, our first CD was put out. Over The Moon. in those 2 years i have published a book, done a tour through the US and Canada and Europe. And i was still in love with him. Most people would call me crazy. but it was true. I still loved him. But hardly saw him. I saw Louis and Liam, Zayn and Niall, Danielle and Eleanor and Perrie, we hung out with them alot, the boys wanted to do a remix version of Kiss You with us, but i didn't want to be in the same studio as him. I hadn't heard from him, hadn't seen him, nothing. It was like he disappeared  In a way it was good, it was easier to get over him, but also at the same time, it sucked. Because all i wanted to do is see him, to hear his voice, to see him smile. To hear him laugh. To feel his arms around me. But i hide all those feelings when people asked me about him, i just said we had dated, but it hadn't worked out. And left it at that. I didn't add anything, nothing, just left if short and simple. I never really watched Interviews for the boys any more  cause i knew he would be there. And i didn't need to add any more to my heart break. The only thing i knew was that him and Taylor weren't together any more. Maybe i was happy about that. But i never told anyone that. Not even the girls. I hardly spoke about him around them any more, and they never asked about him any more. it was nice that they were working with me, to try and get over him, but i wished sometimes they would bring him up and i could tell them how much i had loved him, and still do, and how much it broke me to leave him. But i didn't. Those were feelings that i never shared with anyone. Not even my diary. yes i kept a diary. it was one of the things that help me through the big changes in my life. And one of the biggest changes was that the book i had published, was being made into a movie. Yeah, i know, that's a big deal. The lead actors were Chris Hemsworth, Josh Hutcherson, Nikki Reid and Ashley Greene. But the thing is...they wanted me to play the main girl. I didn't want to. But i gave in. Me and the girls were meeting with the director today to talk about music. The director was Clint Eastwood. I know,i fan girled for 3 days strait. We walked into the building and Clint looked up at us and smiled. We smiled back and sat down across from him.

"So, Sam, it's your movie, your book, what kind of music do you want in it?" I sat back and twirled my fingers. Then shrugged. Looking at him. A grin on his face.

"I don't really know, but by the look on you face, it looks like you have some ideas," He nodded and stood up. Simon walked in. We all waved at him and he waved back and sat down beside us.

"I think i could help with the music," I nodded and looked at him. He looked at Clint, he was smiling like an idiot. I frowned. What was going on. Clint was super happy about this idea, but Simon seemed...not so happy. He turned back to us and sighed, closing his eyes slightly. tapping his fingers on the table in front of him.

"Clint, want's to us them, because their big, and they have good music, but i don't know if you'll be very happy about it," I raised an eyebrow and looked at Clint. He was tapping his fingers on the desk too. Watching Simon. Simon sighed again and rolled hie eyes.

"He wants One Direction to do some songs, work with you guys, and come up with some songs," I stood up and shook my head. Sara tried to make me sit down again but i shook my head and moved away from the table.

"No, no way, im not working with him, Simon, no you can't make me, no!" I was shaking my head back and forth, pacing the room. Simon stood up and gripped my shoulders and looked me in the eyes.

"Sam, Sam, you don't have to if you don't want to, the girls can work with them, you don't even have to be in the same building as him, we'll film on those days if that makes you happy," I searched his face for some kind of indication this was a joke. Nothing  he was serious as anything. I let out a sigh of relief and nodded. He nodded too and we sat back down.