I Only Ever Go In One Direction (Harry Styles) *FINISHED*

Heart Attack - Chapter 9

Chapter 9..

It had been 4 months since that day. Thier new CD was out 'Take Me Home' i thought it was pretty amazing. OK i was totally in love with it, it was the only CD i was listening to now. But he hadnt spoken to me since. He had gone and started a new tour. He didnt tweet me. He didnt text. Didnt call. I heard nothing from him. it broke my heart. But he was a super star. How was he supposed to care about me. I went along with my job and school. Graduation from College was a couple weeks away and i was studying my ass off. So Danni didnt make me come in for work as much. I was praying to pass this exam. It was going to give me the chance to be a teacher. I loved that. I loved kids.But it wasnt what i wanted to do for a living. I loved music. I waned to sing for my life job. But i would be happy with a teacher. I was 19 turning 20 next year, what was the chance of me becoming like.....like him. A billion in one.

I sighed and dragged my bag into the elevator and leaned against the wall of it. Closing my eyes as it was taken to my floor. I was praying i would do good. I wanted to pass it. I walked out of the elevator and into my apartment. I threw my bags down and fell onto my couch and turned the TV on. ET was on. I sighed and looked up at the ceiling as i listned to what they where saying.

"Well 4 months ago, everyone thought that Harry Styles from One Direction was dating this girl here Samantha Golding," I shot up and looked at the TV. the picture of me and Harry was displayed on screen.

"But it seems like he has long moved on and found some one new," A picutre shot up of him kissing a beautiful curly brown haired girl. Cher Lloyd. I felt my heart crack in half. I could feel the tears well up in my eyes.

"Cher Lloyd and Harry Styles both stared on the TV show X Factor UK, and now seem to be getting pretty cozy, how does Samantha feel about this?" I turned the TV off and brought my knees up against my chest and closed my eyes. I could feel the tears pressing agaisnt my eye lid but didnt open them. I kept them closed and layed down on the couch, my knees still pressed up against my chest. I didnt want to think about him anymore, but it was so hard, i was totally and completley in love with him. I knew it. But i knew from the start he didnt and hadnt felt the same. I grabbed my Ipod and put on the first song my finger landed on. it had to be one fo thiers. Little Things, the first song he really , sorta sang to me. The tears got stronger as his voice came on and i couldnt hold them back. The emotions of being forgotten sunk in an di let the waterfall through the dam. I didnt know how long i had been laying there, listening to that song over and over, but when i opened my eyes, then outside was dark. I got up and rubbed my face and walked into my room and stripped and got into my pajammas. I crawled under the covers. Remebering when Harry brought me home and put me into bed,

*FlashBack*

I felt my head bob back and forth as Harry carried me to the door of my apretment, he knocked and Carrie answered. I could hear everything but was too tired to open my eyes or open my mouth to say something. I felt my bed under me as Harry layed me down. He slipped off my shoes and then my coat, then brought my blanket over me, i felt him lean forward, his warm breathe on my ear,

"Good night Sam....i had an amazing time," I felt his lips press against my cheek, then heard his feet walk to my door and softly close it behind him. I curld farther under my blanket and felt a smile form on my lips as i feel into a deep sleep.

*Flashback over*

HARRYS P.O.V.

I didnt like that picture. it wasnt a true picture. I was drunk, because i missed her. Because i loved her. I knew i did. I shook my hands and fixed my ear piece. We where in LA for a concert. We where going out to sing our last song. Liam patted my back and smiled at me. I smiled back.