Ciel [Yoonmin]

26.

Hoseok grinned when Jungkook opened the door. He had been gone for a week and a half with Namjoon and Taehyung on a business trip.

Luckily, he had been able to come back before it was over and was given permission to get the rest of the day off. The only thing he could think of was seeing Jungkook.

"Hoseok. Hi!" He greeted with a big hug.

This took him by surprise and he instantly returned the embrace. When Jungkook pulled away he motioned him inside.

Hoseok took note of how different the apartment looked. Everything was clean and it seemed normal. Jungkook was smiling and looked happy.

A small fear that Taehyung had come back to his life creeped inside of him. Then he looked him in the eyes and knew the truth. The sadness and emptiness was still there. He could smile and laugh, but his eyes told it all.

"Are you okay Kook?"

"Yes. Of course. Are you okay?" He asked raising both eyebrows.

Hoseok nodded, "Yeah. I just want to make sure you are. You seem like you've been going through some stuff. I just want to let you know that you're going to be okay. Whatever it is that you're going through, you'll be fine. How can you not? You're such a wonderful person that deserves all the happiness in the world."

Jungkook abruptly leaned in to peck his lips. Hoseok froze and eyes widened. It had been so long since they've kissed.

He continued to lean in only this time wrapping his arms around his neck. Hoseok was taken back from the action, but couldn't fight off his affection. He needed it.

Craved if.

Jungkook reached for his belt and unbuckled it off.  That's when Hoseok stepped back and looked at him in a questioning way.

"What's the matter? You don't want to?" He asked his face a bit flushed.

"Of course I do Jungkook. I just want to make sure you're okay with this and that you truly want to do it."

"I am. Why else would I be doing this then?"

"I know you're upset. I see it in your eyes. The last time I came we didn't really talk, but I want to make sure you're fine. The guy that you were speaking to...is that okay?"

Jungkook had never told him Taehyung's name even thought he knew it was him. He was so loyal to his lover that he wouldn't ever tell on him.

"Was this what that little speech was about? The you're going to be better because you're a wonderful person?"

Jungkook sounded agitated. Hoseok wanted to make him feel better and it seemed like he was making it worse.

"I was just trying to—"

"Are you going to fuck me or what? I really doubt you came this way just to talk about my feelings." He snapped before he could finish his sentence.

Hoseok couldn't hide his expression. Jungkook had never used such fowl language towards him. It was truly shocking.

Every time they were intimidate with each other it wasn't just sex. He took care of Jungkook and appreciate every little part of his body. So to have him say such things was very hurtful.

"I—I'm sorry. I just don't want to talk about it." Jungkook added with a whisper and a red face. He realized how awful he had sounded to the only person that had always been there for him.

Hoseok sighed nodding. He pulled him in for a hug rubbing his back. It was a big and comforting one that was enough to drown his sadness.

"I'm sorry." He repeated burying his face into his neck.