𝑗𝑗 𝑚𝑎𝑦𝑏𝑎𝑛𝑘 | 𝑖𝑚𝑎𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠

• Pills

⚠️ TW

The Outer Banks... you would think it would be a lovely place to be. It is but not the cut. The figure eight is nice and all but the cut is the worst.

That's where what you would call the poor people live. That's where I live. Alone. But I do have a few best friends called the pogue's.

Out of those friends I had the biggest crush on JJ Maybank. But I knew it wasn't going to happen because of the rule no pogue on pogue mackin. Plus I'm pretty sure he is in love with my other friend Kiara.

John B tried to tell me JJ liked me but I just couldn't believe it. Pope did too but he ha the biggest crush on Kiara which I thought was cute.

Shit was going down hill for me. My mother just died. Horrible car crash was what I was told. Couldn't bear to go to the funeral it was too much for me.

I loved my mom. I just couldn't do it. Now the pogue's have tried to been there for me. I just couldn't see it at this time that much.

My dad ended up leaving after my mom died which broke me. My dad and I were always close but not anymore.

My life was going to absolute shit so I decided to pay Barry a visit. The cut drug dealer.

"Hey Y/n. What's a girl like you doing here?" Barry asks seeing me come to the front door.

"Was gonna see if you had some pills? Like to ease my mind. Few different kinds?" I ask.

"Now why would you need those princess?" He asks coming over to me.

"Ease the mind from the pain ya know." I cross my arms.

"Sure princess. Since it's your first time here, I'll give em to you for free. Next time you gotta pay." He says going into his trailer.

He soon comes out with a few bags of each pill. "Now don't take all of these. You might have a bad trip or die. Got that?" He asks.

"Yup. Thanks Barry." I smile taking the bags as he waves for me to go.

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As I get back home I sit on my bed looking at the bags. I know Barry said not to take all of them but that's what I'm going to do.

I take each one individually with a sip of water. I get up and lay on the floor, staring at my ceiling.

About a few minutes later I start to feel it. My vision began to get a little blurry and I couldn't feel much of my legs. I felt like I was being lifted from the ground.

"Y/n?" I hear and see JJ Maybank standing at my bedroom door. "Why are you on the floor?" He asks.

"I dunno." I slowly say.

"Hey are you good? What's all those bags for?" He asks with concern and picks them up.

"I took a shit load of pills." I chuckle while staring back at the ceiling.

"Pills?" He asks with worry now coming over to me. "What kind of pills?"

"Oh you know... just some pills." I smile now feelings a little bit different. I felt tired. So I closed my eyes.

JJ's POV

"Y/n?" I say rushing over to her. Her face was starting to get pale. She wasn't opening her eyes.

I shake her and slap her cheek a little bit but there was no response. "Hey! Wake up! Don't you die on me Y/n." I cry.

"Fuck!" I whisper now picking the girl up and running to the van. I put her in it now driving her to my cousin Ricky.

"Hey man open the door! I need help!" I start yelling and banging on the door.

He comes to the window rolling his eyes. "What JJ."

"She took pills a lot of them and she's not really breathing man so please help me!" I yell and he grabs her and puts her on the table.

"What pills Jj?!" He asks.

"I'm not sure." I say.

Ricky finds some stuff to help. He tries to pump her stomach and give her narcotics to wake her up.

It takes a minute before she springs up and looks around and I look at her and hug her.

"JJ?"

"Yeah it's me... you're alive. Thank god. Thank you Ricky!" I cry out .

"I'm sorry J." She says now crying. "I just wanted the pain to go away."

"You should've came to me Y/n. I love you. I love you so much and I wouldn't know what to do with out you." I tell her and her eyes widen.

"You love me? So John B was right?" She asks.

"Yes Y/n. I do. I really do." I say stroking her hair.

"I love you too JJ. More than anything in this world."

"Don't ever do this again."

"I won't. I promise." She says placing a soft kiss on my lips.

"Good. Now let's get going." I say walking her to the van and saying goodbye to my cousin Ricky and thanking him for saving Y/n.

I guess my imagines haven't been good enough for people which makes me sad lol. I started this book like 1-2 years ago. My writing wasn't so good so please don't hate. It hurts my feelings. Have a good day lovely's.