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{ your POV }
My hand trembling as i stared at the drops of blood on the sink in the bathroom.
Closing my eyes tears ran down my cheeks, taking in a deep breath. Scolding myself for doing this once again.
Having to get yelled at all the time by my parents, my friends asking for help but not giving back the gesture and failing school.
It was all so much that was getting thrown into my face, I really was losing myself and everyone around me.
I had multiple thoughts of killing myself. Walking past a bridge i would think about jumping off of it.
Seeing sharp objects made me think to stab myself down. Seeing water made me wanna drown myself.
Seeing pills made me wanna do a overdose. But there was this one person who kept me from doing all that.
And that's my boyfriend.
He doesn't know about my thoughts. He doesn't know of my actions of ruining my body.
All he knew about where my tears. The tears i let put whenever I'm with him. And he was there to let me cry on shoulder.
If i say I'm thankful for him I really am. Because he's my last bit of hope in staying on this world.
Getting brought back to earth by a knock i heard my sisters annoyed voice
"Yah! You've been in here for a hour. Get the hell out now i need to get ready to go out tonight!" She yelled.
"5 minutes!" I yelled and quickly cleaned up my mess and opened the door seeing her looking up from her nails
"Was about time kid" she scoffed and pushed me aside slamming the door shut. I sigh and held back my tears leaving to my room.
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Fiddling with my sleeves at dinner I slowly ate my food. While dad was ranting again over my grades in school
"You know I ain't paying your school for fun right?!" He spat out "I'm so sick of you throwing around with my money while you ain't even trying" he scoffed
"I'm sorry dad" i spoke out not wanting to make this worse. Suddenly mom her phone went off. She picked up as he voice changed to a happy one
"Ahh jungkookie, what makes you call me?" She started as i stared wondering why he was calling her "oh i see. Uhm no problem i guess I'll tell her" as she hung up.
"Go get your stuff. Jungkook will take you with him for tonight" she spoke coldly again and left to the kitchen with he plate.
"Thank you for the food" i bowed to dad and cleaned up my plate and went to get my stuff.
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"Beautiful" jungkook smiled once i got into his car but I instantly broke down "oh? What happened?" He frown and turned to me pulling me close.
"I can't anymore kook" i smiffed calming down in his hold
"Had to get scolded again?" As i nodded "well i have a surprise for you angel, let me get your thoughts off" he kissed me softly and started driving.
Admiring him being so thankful for him.
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Ending up on a mountain having a beautiful view of the city. While having some snacks around us.
"Do you like it?" Ha asked and pulled me between his legs
"I love it kook, it looks so beautiful. With the lights and the stars. Thank you for bringing me here"
"Anything for you gorgeous. You deserve the world" he whispered and kissed my cheek "oh and look i got your favourite snacks over there" he pointed
As excitement took over me i reached out for them but my hand was caught is his. I frown but soon gulped as my sleeve got pulled up.
"I-" but i fell quiet. He didn't say anything as i saw tears rolling down his cheeks. I gulped and teared up.
But a second later i was embraced into a tight hug. Making us both break down.
"Angel" he whispered "why" he calmed down his breathing "this won't solve your problem beautiful" he added
"I'm sorry" i sobbed out
"I don't want you to ruin your gorgeous body like that. I rather have you hurting me than yourself angel" he said with tears and a trembling voice.
"Please stop doing it...it's all i ask" he whispered as i nodded in his chest "I'll make you happy baby I promise on my life"
"I'll take you with me to travel, and to live alone. Wherever you want. I want a family with you, a beautiful warming family."
"Please don't do this anymore because you're all i have. I can't lose you angel. I really can't"
"I'm so sorry kook, I promise I won't do it anymore. I promise to stay with you, but full-fill one wish for me"
"What? I do anything"
"Let's leave this place soon" i whispered and stared at him
"We will angel, very soon"
