{ your POV }
5 years. Dangerous number. Most relationships get broken after 5 years. And here i am, having the same fear of losing mine.
The past months me and jungkook have only been fighting. Even about the most stupid things.
It all started 4 months ago.
{ 4 months ago }
"Stop complaining jin-a! I just went to drink something with a friend!"
"You both didn't seem like friends jungkook!"
"Well we are!"
"She was all over you! That's not what friends do jungkook!"
"JUST FRIENDS JIN-A! JUST FRIENDS!" He yelled out before leaving the house.
Sliding down against the wall i started crying, feeling hopeless.
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{ 3 months ago }
"Did you go through my stuff?" Jungkook ran down the stairs
"I was looking for a charger-"
"Can you stop going through my stuff and just ask me about it?!"
"It was just for a charger! What did i do wrong now!"
"Just shut the fuck up jin-a. Stay the fuck away from my stuff" he spat out and walked off.
Another day i wasted my tears.
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{ 2 months ago }
"I just cleaned kook, can you please remove your shoes"
"For once that you clean" he scoffed "it won't hurt you to clean again"
"Excuse me?! I literally run behind your ass to clean! YOU DO NOT ONE THING BUT GO GET FUCKING WASTED!"
"DONT YOU FUCKING DARE TO RAISE YOUR FUCKING VOICE AT ME!" He yelled back "fuck you're useless man" as he disappeared
I sigh and once again cried
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{ 1 month ago }
" do you like it?" I asked him after making dinner "it's not how your mom makes it but i tried"
"It's disgusting" he spoke while staring at his phone "no one would believe you that you actually tried your best."
"Don't be so ungrateful I have spend 1 hour on this"
"I wouldn't think so" he chuckled coldly "I'll go eat out, so then i know I actually get something tasty down my throat" as he left
"Fuck" i sigh, cleaning up everything while crying.
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{ current day }
Our friends where over to play some games, drink a bit and just have fun.
I made some snacks as we all started talking and eating away
"Yah, leave some for them you're like a pig who didn't had any food for a week" jungkook spoke as i stared at him
"What do you mean by that? That I'm fat?"
"A workout wouldn't hurt you" he spoke putting some chips in his mouth
"Jungkook... you can't say that" namjoon spoke "eat up jin-a" he smiled.
"No no...go ahead" i mumbled and refused to eat.
"Also stop drinking. I don't wanna deal with your drunk ass again and carry you upstairs"
"Jungkook-" yoongi was about to scold.
"I'm so sick of you" i mumbled, looking up at him with tears.
"What?" He whispered "i was just saying-"
"Maybe you should shut up for ones." I spoke "everything i do seems wrong to you and we end up fighting. This really gotta stop"
"What do you mean? You gonna break up with me" he joked but i kept quiet "babe come on...after all these years?" He whispered
"I'm fed up with these fights and your hurtful comments jungkook. I really can't hold on anymore" i shook my head and left upstairs.
"YAH! COME BACK HERE!" He ran after me, trying to stop me from packing my stuff. "Quite it jin-a! I'm truly sorry okay! But fuck you really can't just leave me here"
I sighs and cupped his cheeks leaning my head against his, seeing tears rolling down his cheeks
"Please" he whispered
"I know things are hard and difficult right now jungkook...but this really can't keep on going. Because all this...it's getting into the wrong hands"
"I don't want you to leave me jin-a please. I'm so sorry" he sobbed out
"I will miss you kook, but it gotta stop here" i whispered and packed my bags.
Ready to leave i looked at jungkook who was seconds away from breaking down. Walking up to him i gave him a warm kiss.
"I love you kook, please be happy" i whispered and left the house
Author ッ
Sorry about this sad and dramatic chapter! I felt sad and delt the need and writing this ㅠ•ㅠ
