𝙎𝙖𝙣𝙨 𝘼𝙐 𝙤𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙩𝙨!! ⋆｡°✩ //request closed// finished

Cringe apology A/N

(pic from an amazing manhua or however you spell it-)

I'M RE-READING THIS RN AND IT SOUNDS KINDA CHEESY AND STUPID.

AND I THINK I MAYBE
OVER-APOLOGIZED-

LIKE A LOT.

I MADE A BIG DEAL OUT OF IT FOR NO REASON.

SO IF U DON'T WANNA READ JUST KNOW THAT THIS WHOLE THING IS ABT ME APOLOGIZING AND STUFF AND THAT I'M BACK FROM THE STORE WITH THE MILK.

DON'T READ IT PLS IT'S CRINGE
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Guess who's come back from getting milk, guys!
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Suejrjwkieej

You see...

Ik I am an absolute a$$ for going poof and I'm honestly not in the mood to say a shi*ty excuse so I'll say the truth-

First of all, I look at this and I dislike myself a bit for being a horrible writer so motivation is down by 50%

Then I compare my oneshot to others
Motivation is now down to 15%

But srsly tho-
I procrastinated for a week and then forgot abt it for abt a month bcz I have the tendency to delete apps when I want to download a goddamn Covid Vaccine proof app thingy

So around after a month I realized I had forgotten abt it
And istg I felt guilty, truly

I feel guilty rather easily-
Wether it be refusing someone's demand to simply not giving a fudging dog some of my lunch bcz it's literally staring at me like that-

So.
I felt remorse and considering I'm rather insecure abt my writing style I literally felt ashamed of writing any further for people to see. I felt extremely ashamed and guilty.

I'm extremely sorry to the person who's request was never given.
Terribly sorry.

Now I bet this is going to be in my drafts a very long time before I have the courage to publish it.

And I just wanna give another reason and it's the fact that school has been pretty fu*king hard for me, both socially and educationally. Saying I despise social interactions is obviously not a solid reason on why I didn't write anything but what I truly mean by it is that school has taken a big toll on me, from making sure my parents stay pleased of my grades.

But as of around a month ago I've been failing in stuff and my stress and level of anxiety has risen. Not sure, but it should be normal for teenagers, I think? So my point being-
I am so caught up in stuff like that that I forget most hobbies like writing or mainly drawing.

All in all, none of these may even be good enough reason's for you guys and they may as well sound like lame a$$ excuses but that's fine. Mainly bcz I, myself recognize that I've been an absolute arsehole.

lmao if you actually read this whole thing without skipping it bcz it seems like a random a/n filled with stupid excuses then-
Idk
But thanks <33

And for the people who did skip through this-

ngl I would've done the same

...and the people who look at this and go like- "Oh please, you hardly have 1k reads so basically nobody is gonna read this and not a lot of people were actually mad/depending on you?"
okay maybe I used to be like that too before starting to write-
But, someone like me barely deserves it so I consider it a big deal and I'm thankful for every single read so thank you, truly <3