Welcome to the world of hell (DSMP)

C H A P T E R - N I N E

Hello I'm tired af so yeah. I might carry this chapter on in the morning since I am dumb and haven't got any sleep. I'm sick and my parents are forcing me to go to school ;>

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Sapnap's pov:

Y/N was fast asleep in their bed. I went to Dream's office and started talking, like we always did at night. That somehow escalated to me and Dream arguing about how much Y/N loved us and who loved them more.

Throughout the argument, George just kept snickering.
"What are you snickering at? You're not even trying to join this argument."
"it's because I don't need to. I already won."
we looked at him, as if he was stupid. how could he win if he didn't say a word?

"....They kissed me on my cheek and rested their head not only on my shoulder, but also on my chest."
my friend bragged.

The room dropped silent after this was said. He sounded so impressed with himself. Of course, we didn't believe him but a little bit of me did. I felt jealous. I left the room to go to Eret's castle. It was getting boring since they were asleep and Dream didn't believe George.

It was quite normal to see Eret since we were 'friends'. At the end, we would just use him and kill him. Time has to only come.

***

The next morning, I had something to tell Y/N. It was about the election of L'manburg. It might make them sad. I didn't want to say anything. It broke me to see them shattered, or even hurt by Dream.

I made them a special breakfast and told them to get ready. I wanted to take them to the woods to get a pet. Then at the end of the day, I would take them to L'manburg. There, I will be able to talk about the election.

***

We made our way to the forest that had a small opening. To my surprise, there was a small speck of ember. We both ran towards the dangerous particle. A small fire started out of nowhere. My eyes turned from brown to a glowing orange that matched the fire. That wasn't the only thing to shock me. Our smiles seemed to grow at the sight. They look deep into my orange eyes. Something seems to spark in them as well.

They took off their cover for their eyes and got closer. It seemed to happen again. A small spark of something like ember in their eye. That one eye lacked all emotions. Once that fire was lit, they stepped back. A small smile tugged on the side of my lips when I saw their genuine and gentle smile grow bigger. Dream really wasn't lying when he said that their smile can light up anyone's day.

Instead of the black void, their eyes turned into a beautiful shade of e/c. It was like what George said. He said something about their eyes shimmering in the water and sunset. This time, it shimmered because the fire was there.

We both sat down, watching the sight at a safe distance. It lasted overnight. I guess I'll tell them about L'manburg tomorrow. They got cold really quick at midnight. I mean the temperature does drop around this time. I take my hoodie off and hand it to them. My blush covered my face as I looked away from them. I really wanted to stare at them more. They were just so perfect.

They took the hoodie and put it on. They looked so cute in my hoodie.
"you look good in my hoodie."
I mumbled, not expecting to get a reply.
"I know"
they whisper back.

They tucked their feet under them so their knees were against their chest. They rested their head on my shoulder. Once they fell asleep, I put their head on my lap just talking to myself. It still felt nice. The comfort of an unconscious body is nice company sometimes.

That sounds weird. But the company of knowing you're finally not alone and everything would be okay for once. For a second...It looks like we both needed that feeling of being heard and loved for once.

***

I took them back once the fire was out and tucked them into their bed. I must have woken them up while leaving because just when I turn around, I feel a light and weak grip on my wrist. It was Y/N. Another small smile found its way up to my lips. They just wanted company. They just wanted to finally be with someone. I get in bed with them.

(Okay look. We need to make something clear. I will not be doing smut. I had enough of it but likkeeeeeee. Something spicy going to happen🌶️🌶️🌶️).

Just to cuddle for a little bit. I'm sure they won't mind.

I made my way back to Dream's office and heard the chatter of George and Dream. I walked in and sat on a nearby desk just waiting in silence while the others talked. What was I waiting for? I don't even know myself.

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Byeeeee.
Have a good rest of your day and know that you're great. I'm always here to listen and you're not alone. Trust me. I know it can be annoying to hear that over and over again since I also suffer through depression but it is the best people can do if you don't open up to your problems and talk about them. We won't be able to know why you're sad or suffer through something.

Love you my children and be good..