Welcome to the world of hell (DSMP)

LORE!

this is the lore that I collected over the chapters!

after technoblade's death

so basically, after techno died, Y/N now says technoblade instead of techno. it's because they don't want to feel upset and just call them formally. they feel like they could've stopped techno's death but they didn't. they took the blame for something they didn't cause nor could they fix. they don't want to remind themselves that they were related to techno in some way.

in the weird dream where there is a music box and items

the number two represents balance, prosperity, teamwork, peace, harmony and partnerships. this is when Y/N has a dream while they are unconscious.

when Y/N has the dream, the numbers on the first note represents,
16=joy-for when Tommy was with Wilbur and with his friends. expecially tubbo and his excitement when he was able to talk shit to and about dream.

17=acceptance-for when Y/N 'betrays' them at pogtopia and the same for eret. the betrayal of Tubbo and Wilbur. he also accepted wilbur and techno's death.

19=friendship-for tubbo and Y/N. plus the other people but those two are the main ones. over the years they still stayed friends. and plus both of them 'betrayed' Tommy but he still forgave them since their friends. but Y/N started to leave. they became more busy and can't stay around. before Tommy and Tubbo knew it, they were unknowingly stabbing Y/N in the back.

27=humour-for just his humour overall. it was said many times that Tommy could always put a smile on Y/N's face or make a whole room light up with one sentence.

28=fun-for just fun. Tommy is still a child and he likes to have fun. in the dsmp he technically joined L'manburg at 9 years old.

29=drama. I mean, does he not make a lot of drama. he was the one to bring the idea and also to do it. now what is this idea? burn down George's house. he just wanted to get on dream's nerves to get his discs back, making drama and the disc saga.

35=self-confidence. need I explain? he's literally radiating it. he's was also very full of himself to impress wilbur and tubbo. that was before wilbur died. and maybe after he got revived.

36=energy-to link up with his fun and joy. he needs some energy for that. plus he's always the one that is really excited even if he doesn't show it.

52=youth. I mean, he canonacly joined L'manburg and fought for it at the age of 9. he joined the smp at 16. need I say more?

54=family. he does leave Phil to go with wilbur but they're still family. he also sees tubbo as family in a friendly way. but Y/N will need to take some time. they're very close to being family though. to him at least. Phil already finds them as family.

82=strength. I mean, yeah. he went through many wars. also mentally he's strong since he literally went through exile, twice, he got betrayed three times, two times by his friends and one time by eret, dealing with his crazy fucking brother all the time. barely cries in front of people.

83=passion. a lot of passion. do I really need to explain?

86=chaos. look. no need for any explanation here. that's for sure.

91=change-since he does change a lot. in his mind and also how he looked. maybe even personally?

97=destruction..