We all have that promise we made to ourselves that nothing or no one above or below can change that...
Aidan Lance Walker has made that promise too after he caught his I'm-not-so-in-love-with-you fiancée in bed with one of his best friends seriously...
This is a nightmare and I haven't slept yet. I want to kill Duncan for triggering my mind to remember this awful memory and why the heck is he always ruining my perfect life?
Aidan is indeed a forbidden fruit and I thought I will be getting the chance to be with him intimately but something about me is making it impossible again and this time it is huge. I am a married woman not by choice right now but sadly I am. I groan and I went to the washroom and I glare at my reflection.
I shudder when my mind suddenly went to the man I am married to and we were in the process of kissing... "Oh my God, that is disgusting." I groan. Everything is piecing together and it feels like my head is going to explode. Aidan was telling me the truth at the hospital the first time I saw him and I was such a brat. I practically forced my way into his life and his world and I forced him to be a husband and a father to strangers. His families were such a great actors too.
"Aidan Lance Walker, who are you and what have I done to you?" I bit my lower lip.
He was the voice I have grown to love and damn it is like the other half of my brain has come and I understand things perfectly now. No wonder David and Jane couldn't figure me out, it was like I popped into his life. He didn't want to make love to me not because it will hurt the baby or me but because he is such a noble man and very stupid.
How could you be so stupid Aidan? I wouldn't be upset that you took advantage of me and now I am pissed that you didn't. We could be having a miracle baby right now which even if you drive me away we'll be connected and I could have the advantages of seeing you like everyday and find a way to convince you that I can be a good wife to you if only you will have me.
"Have some self respect woman." My inner voice scolds and I roll my eyes.
He is single the moment I tell that I have regained my memory and shit Jane will be there. Fresh tears burn my eyes and I gulp. "Oh God, I can't compete with Jane. Can I just fall and hit my head or something just to forget what I just discovered now and I know my family will understand." I pray.
"Try that honey and you'll die." My mind warns. I don't know how to tell him and what will happen afterwards scares the hell out of me. I went back and slowly lay on the bed hoping that in the morning when I wake up it will be a nightmare and I felt at home when Aidan pulls me close.
He is home. Please Lord, don't leave me homeless. I woke up from a nightmare and I am scared. In my nightmare Aidan didn't want anything to do with me and he and Jane got back together. I went to the washroom to pee and I removed my dress from last night and wrapped my silk morning robe around me with nothing beneath other than my underwear. Aidan was still sleeping and I went to the kitchen to make breakfast.
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Faith's morning robe....
I was sipping my orange juice looking outside and the hairs on my body stand acknowledging his presence and I stiffened when he wrapped his hands on my waist hugging me from the back and he buries his head in the crook of my neck and I hold the glass tighter and I was a mess. "Good morning beautiful." He huskily said and I intensely shiver making him pull away and I took some time to calm myself down.
