Unfair

47.

"Everything will be fine" Mrs. Bae said. Mrs. Jeon nodded sadly and handed jungkook to Mrs. Bae. She smiled in response and went to Irene's room. She gently tucked him in the banket and went back to Mrs. Jeon.

Jungkook's pov~

I was not asleep. I was awake the whole time. I started thinking of some moments...

"Koo mommy said we are gonna go to restaurant for dinner tonight" Lil Taehyung came and said to jungkook who was playing with his bunbun. "Really? M-me too?" Lil Jungkook asked.

"Yes maybe!" Taehyung said, grinning widely. Lil jungkook's eyes sparkled with curiosity. "But don't sit near me in the restaurant. I will sit with minnie" Taehyung added.

"O-okay" Jungkook said. Taehyung hummed and skipped out. "Bun!! Did you hear that? We are gonna go to restaurant tonight! I-I will get food" Jungkook squealed, squishing bun bun.

Time skip to evening

"Bunbun it's time to go!" Jungkook yelled getting excited. "Bye bye. I'll see you in few minutes or hours" Jungkook said and ran outside of his room.

He heard some squeals and talks from downstairs. He fastened his pace and ran to them. "Okay let's go" Mrs. Jeon said to the kids. Jungkook giggled and tried to enter the car but got stopped by Mr. Jeon.

"Where do you think you are going?" Mr. Jeon said. "W-with you t-to eat" Jungkook stuttered. "Shut up and go inside. Who told you that we are letting a bitch like you to dinner with us." Mr. Jeon yelled at him.

Jungkook slowly got down and nodded "S-sorry" He apologized but received a slap from Mr. Jeon. He stumbled back a little and said "B-be safe"

"What a disgrace" Mrs. Jeon spatted making jungkook even more sadder. He held his eyes low and walked inside. He shut the door and locked it. He ran upstairs to his room and hugged his bunbun.

"I came home just for bunbun!" He lied happily but soon pouted and said "Sorry for lying.. They k-kicked me out from the car. Bun I-I am hungry" He said with tears in his eyes. "L-lets sleep" He suggested and cuddled his bunny to sleep.

I chuckled remembering these memories. "It still hurts" I said to myself and curled up into a ball and then the door was opened by Irene.

"Hey koo" Irene greeted. I sat up and gave her a smile. "Hi" I said. "You don't have to fake your smile koo. I know you very well" Irene said. I rubbed my arm before looking at her. She held a stern face.

She harshly grabbed my arm and yanked me up. "If you won't listen to me then I have to do this koo" Irene said.

Okay first of all. I just want you to remember that she is just 12.

Forgive me

She yanked him up and pushed me in the bathroom. "Stay here until you learn how to open up" She said and locked it from outside.

I wanted to shout for help or cry but nothing was coming out. I was stuck there and the worst thing is that i have never told her about my Claustrophobia. The fear of closed or small places.

I had this because of my Mother and Father. They both treated me like shit and always lock me up in a basement.

I just wanted to get out and get some warm hugs but i can't. I sat in a corner and closed my eyes. Breathing was getting hard for me. I started to see black dots and soon I passed out.

.・゜゜・.・゜゜・.・゜゜・.・゜゜・

I opened my eyes slowly, adjusting to the light. When I woke up the first thing I saw was Mrs. Bae looking concerned. I gave her a small smile and said "H-Hi"

I don't know why am I stuttering. Then something ringed in my ears. It was crying sound. I looked from where it is coming and saw Irene crying, hiding her face behind her hands.

Mrs. Bae wasn't paying attention to her. "N-noona" I called out. Irene looked at me and ran to me. She embraced me into a bear hug and whispered "why don't you tell me everything about yourself"

I closed my eyes and saw Mrs. Bae trying to pull Irene away from me. "Irene!" She said sternly. "I-Its okay... I-It's my fault" I said. I was feeling guilty because Irene got scolded just because of me. If I have told her about my phobia then she wouldn't have locked me and I haven't been fainted there.

"Jungkook I want you to go home now. This place is not safe for you" Mrs. Bae said while side eyeing Irene who was still crying. "B-but isn't this my h-house too?" I asked.

"It is. But koo understand-" I cut Mrs. Bae by saying "I have Claustrophobia" Irene's eyes widened when she heard it. "Oh kookie. I am so sorry. Noona is sorry kookie" She apologized, more like begging. "It's okay noona. I love you and still do. There is nothing to worry of. Even if you won't treat me like a human I can never hate you"  I said trying to console her but it seems to break her more.

"I-I am sorry.. I-I don't know how to confess feeling... N-no one ever h-heard my needs or f-feelings" I said while slightly panicking. This all is caused by me.

"Koo it's not your faulty baby" Mrs. Bae said and hugged me. I don't feel like crying or maybe my emotions just disappeared like water evaporates.

I hugged her back and sighed. "Noona I am really sorry... I-I will try my best to tell you what I-I feel. I-I will be honest b-but please don't leave me" I said and cried in Mrs. Bae's neck.

Irene also joined our hug and said "I will love you no matter what" I smiled slightly hearing it.

Tbc💜

I know I know... This is not a good chapter but my blank mind did it's best.