I'm scared of what I am capable of,
I'm scared of the possibilities that run across my mind,
I'm scared that if it all gets too much for me,
I will be a lost cause that can't be found,
When you call just a beep and no more of my voice,
You won't be able to be the reason I'm living because it's all just way too fucking much,
You're on my mind every fucking second and I hate that I still fucking love you but what is love when all I feel is hurt and not being heard at all... I am scared of what I'm capable of.
