She takes a photo of herself smiling and when she turns her phone off,
She is shaking,
Her brain zones out and all she can see is her hands shaking,
Her breathing becomes fast,
She finds it hard to manage,
All she's trying to do is become someone better,
Her body however reacts very differently,
She's starting to lose consciousness,
Breathing air becomes hard to do,
She holds her hands together to make sure her body realizes she is fine and she is here in the present,
And as she calms down and takes deeper breaths,
It calms down,
It stops,
Her shaking stops,
Another panic attack just washed over her.
