Chapter 2.

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Y/n's pov, a little flashback, and warnings!

Ever since I was little, iv always had problems going up to people, I'm always afraid of what they might think. (Trigger! Abuse) my father often abused me whenever he was slightly angry, he would do it mentally too, he mainly told me I was ugly, and I should lose weight, (end of warning!) it got to the point I started to believe it, I would wear masks to school, and cover my body in baggy clothes. Everything made my social life worse, I got bullied a lot, and I had no friends. The only person I had to lean on was Mitchi, even today when I met Chifuyu, I had a mask and baggy clothes, I was so scared but Mitchi told me a lot about him so it made me feel a little better. I ran away from my dad a few days ago but I told Mitchy I moved here with him but he didn't believe me, I stole some of the money he got from selling drugs and used it for myself. I was so mad I stole as much as I could carry and put it on a card, I had maybe 2k on me. I'm not sure what kind of job I will have yet, I'm looking for a job at a creamery near my apartment, I'm really scared since I can't just wear my normal clothes at a job like that. I and Mitchi got to my apartment, we said our goodbyes and he went away crying, like normal. I unpacked my little suitcase and got ready for bed. The next morning I got up for school and put on a black hoodie, and my skirt (the college doesn't have a Uniform). I also grabbed a mask and put up my hood. I walked all the way to school, it's not that much of a walk so I was fine with it. I walked into the school, I was shaking a lot, but made it to class without anyone noticing me. Once class started, the teacher didn't announce that I was the new student, and I was grateful. After class started, little things hit my hood, I felt around and I felt small balls of paper. I started to panic as I heard kids behind me snicker and giggle, I felt my body shake and start to fail on me. It was lunchtime, and I wasn't hungry so I didn't go, I knew as soon as I heard those kids making fun of me, that this school year wasn't going to be any different than the last. I sat there, everyone else went for food, and I was the only one not to. I decided to get up and go to the bathroom, once I went into the hallway, I saw them, the kids that were making fun of me... "we've been waiting a while for you to come out, bitch" one of the guys said. I felt myself shake again, my breathing started to get rigid. I knew what was going to happen, they started to come up to me, and I backed away "you're going to pay for making us wait!..." the same guy said as he grabbed onto my collar and he threw me across the hall, I scrapped my knees and my palms trying to catch myself, this guy was built like a house, he was tall and masculine, I didn't stand a chance. Not to mention he has 3 other boys with him and some girls. There are 6 altogether, I look at them terrified "come on, she's not worth it, she doesn't even talk, she would have the voice to beg" one of the girls again and she walked up to me and stomped on my rib cage, I yelped in pain and started to cry "let us handle this, boys ~" she said as the other girls came up around me, the boys nodded and walked away, I couldn't move or make as noise. One of the girls grabbed my hair and held me up, the other one was recording it, and the 3rd girl came up and punched me leaving a brown mark. My face hit the wall and I felt myself bleed a little, she then kicked my stomach and then put her foot on my throat. "You should know who rules this school you bitch!" she said, and then spit on me, they walked away laughing and I sat there crying, I ran out of the school and into my house, I ripped off my skirt and shirt and got into some normal comfy clothes. I looked in the mirror, I couldn't help but feel disappointed in myself, for a minute, I could see how lifeless my eyes were. But I quickly lost the thought 'mother wouldn't want me to be pathetic like this' I told myself as I was trying to bring myself out of being depressed. The rest of the school day passed, and I got a text from Mitchi 

Mitchi: Hey, I didn't see you at lunch, are you okay?

Y/N: yes, I just felt sick with all the people, ill see you tomorrow. 

I ended our little conversation quickly, I didn't want to tell him what happened. And now I have to live with this, I don't have a choice but to go to school again, maybe ill just stay around a lot of people. 

The next day

I didn't get any sleep last night, I was so scared of what the next day would bring. I put on a mask, a cream sweater, and my skirt, I decided to force myself to wear some sexy knee-high tights. I gotta say, the outfit looks hella cute, but not on me, but maybe it will keep them from picking on me. I walk to school shaking, I decided to not wear a hood, and for the first time, I put my hair half up, I had some small side bangs hanging off the sides of my head, and 2 pigtails at the top. I got to the gate and some people came up to me saying they like my outfit, or they like my hair, I felt pride in myself, but of course, my mind had to think why 'but why are people only complimenting me on my outfit and not my face?' I felt sick because of my nerves. I walked down the hall, but barely anyone was there since the school doesn't start for a little bit. I panicked as I saw the 3 girls turn around the corner, they didn't see me, but they would if I don't hide! I opened the closet door, got in the room, and shut it quickly but silently. I held my breath as I heard them walk past the door, they didn't notice me, I sighed, and my body relaxed... Until.

"Hey, are you new here, miss?"...

( I think I'm ganna make my own oc, but I haven't decided yet, please let me know what I should do)

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