20/10/2017
dear diary,
IM ACTUALLY FUCKING ASCENDING?!?!?! WHAT THE FUCK HAN JISUNG OH MY GOD ASJSJSJSJSNSJSJJSD. I SAW HIM TODAY AND HE W A S N O T DRESSED UP IN HIS TYPICAL BABYGIRLY OUTFITS HE LOOKED SO FUCKING FINE AND SO FUCKING RIPPED IN THAT OUTFIT I ACTUALLY CAME TO THE BATHROOM AND ALMOST STARTED SOBBING BECAUSE?!?! HE CAN THROW ME OFF A CLIFF WITHOUT MERCY AND I'D THANK HIM. IM SO DOWN BAD I CAN LITERALLY BOTTOM THAT JISUNG WITHOUT FUCKING HESITATION. LEMME DESCRIBE WHAT HE WAS WEARING, HE WAS WEARING THIS DENIM JACKET SHIRT THING WHICH WAS LIKE ONLY HALF BUTTONED, HIS ABS WERE SO PROMINENT AND SHIT LIKE IM ACTUALLY FREAKING OUT THINKING ABOUT IT. AND HE PAIRED IT WITH TIGHT FITTING JEANS WHICH WAS CHEFS KISS, HIS HAIR HAD STREAKS OF RED IN IT AND IT WAS PARTED HIM HALF AND WAS LIKE SO HOT IM NOT OK.
the first thing i did was bring changbin, wonu and seungkwan on a call and RANTED for an hour and their ears almost bled. it's ok i don't care they can sacrifice their ears for me because im their bestie.
NO BUT SERIOUSLY HE JUST LOOKED SO DAMN FINE TO THE POINT THAT I WILL ACTUALLY PASS OUT. if only he noticed me ONCE but he would've honestly not noticed me bc i looked like a homeless rag doll, a stray kid literally.
no mercy he could pick me up with his bare hands looking at his muscles and then just yeet me out this planet into another dimension and i'd fly back to this dimension to thank him.
them bare hands will sure to wonders. fuck it sounds so wrong. it's ok but what can those hands do- OKAY FUCK IM SORRY, MINHO CALM YOUR STUPID HORNY ASS YOUR FANTASIES ARE NEVER IN HELL GONNA COME TRUE SO SHUT YOUR MIND FOREVER AND HIDE IN A HOLE.
which hole to hide in tho? maybe- SHUT THE FUCK UP ASSWHORE CHILL MY GOODNESS WHY THE FUCK ARE MY TEENAGE HORMONES HORMONING NOW. the past three months my hormones have been hormoning like a teenager going through puberty and i don't even know what to do because I JUST STRAIGHT UP ASSUME ITS THE TESTOSTERONE IN MY BODY JUST INCREASING??? DICK IS DICKING TOO MUCH AT THE WRONG TIME I SWEAR WHY DIDNT THIS SHIT HAPPEN WHEN I WAS LIKE 15 OR SUM EVEN THO I WENT THROUGH PUBERTY AT THAT TIME?? IS THIS LIKE A SECOND PUBERTY?? it's so stupid this shouldn't be happening fuck my life.
- love, min <3
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my bestie just lost her privileges of reading the paid book im writing for free
YOU ARE READING
dear diary | minsung
Fanfictionwhere han jisung reads his boyfriend's diary he wrote since he was a teenager. tw.
