19/11/2018
dear diary,
shit was so fucked up omg, i swear i never even knew hwa went through so much, i wish i spoke to him more in 11th grade bc shit he was going through so much and now knowing i was like kinda the reason he's here rn is so heartwarming omfg. it's still rlly sad though but it's good he has joongie now, im so happy for him it's so cute, i was rambling about jisung at the shop and then in the car he was rambling about joong snd how much he loves him as a boyfriend i'M CRYING ITS SO CUTE. i witnessed them bloom slowly into a relationship and hearing that feels so great. dude went from actually sobbing about his first love to rambling about the love of his life, the improvement is immaculate.
he paid for my stuff and i paid for his *bestie goals*.
he kept saying shit like "joong is so talented and he doesn't see that in himself so i have to drill it in his brain! he doesn't see anything in himself and im teaching him to love himself first before even attempting to love me, even though he said he does, self love is important! i want him to know how amazing he is without putting himself down!" was exactly what he said.
not even kidding i wrote exactly word by word what he said. cute, i know, disgustingly cute. i don't even think my crush likes me one bit romantically, prolly bro-zoned me to his friends. well i hope not but maybe that happened after he left the dorm. pray for me.
anyways time to go ham with the absolute delish food wonu made and sent (i thank him for that, hwa is at joong's and they're prolly eating each other's faces and i do not wanna imagine that. ) yea like i can cook and all but we don't have any groceries, the fridge is empty i need to get my salary tomorrow and get some groceries, gotta feed myself.
- love, min.
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i feel so bad for killing off the loml yeo what should i do, change the name to someone else? yes ok im doing that i can't do this to yeo my guy jongho needs someone aiwkkwkwm
OK I CHANGED IT TO TAEHYUN BUT I STILL FEEL SO BAD, it's ok it's just a character *calm thyself🧍🧍*
time to fuck myself up for killing off my bias 😍💕
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dear diary | minsung
Fanfictionwhere han jisung reads his boyfriend's diary he wrote since he was a teenager. tw.
