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15/11/2018

dear diary,
WE HAVE MADE PROGRESS, I REPEAT WE HAVE MADE PROGRESS!!!

this sounds so stupid but it's happening, it's very slow but ITS HAPPENING PEOPLE. i'm so happy right now you don't even know how happy im right now. *i think* we are getting closer everyday BUT I DONT KNOW OKAY, IT MAY JUST BE ME OR WHAT BUT ITS PROGRESS. i swear day before yesterday when i touched his hand i almost fainted?? my heart was flipping in all sides, i felt like it would explode omf. it was like i was in a kdrama scene with only us and nobody else around us, including my three children who i love more than life itself.

after we hung out i called seonghwa back in bc bitch was cursing me out for kicking him out for sometime. anyways he forced me to treat him to dinner so we went to a fancy italian restaurant. my bank account crying but who cares the food was delicious.

ok seriously my bank account is SOBBING for help right because of the amount we spent that night. i had even stolen his t-shirt so i had to make up for it.

so lemme explain each and every thing that happened after jisung left.

seonghwa came back and didn't expect to see me in his clothes, was confused asf, and then he told me to pay up for the shit i did to him.

it was around what, 8:30 at night or sum so we ended up going in seong's car to the restaurant after he changed into some better looking clothes and didn't look homeless as fuck.

we locked our dorm and headed out when we met our new neighbor. before only one person used to live there, i think her name is sakura and she's like as old as me BUT A NEW PERSON HAS COME AND SHE IS SUCH A FUCKING VIBE?? we met her in the hallway and her name is jennifer, we brought her along with us for dinner and it was the best thing ever.

yea after that we went to an ice cream place which sold fuckinf sticky ice cream?? idek what it's called but the ice cream was stretchy as shit. after the whole thing jennifer went back home but did we? fuck no we didn't we picked up hongjoong and went to a club bc that's life. joong paid so my account isn't crying for that.

i got so wasted BUT I WILL NEVER FORGET HOW THOSE TWO GAYS WERE SHAMELESSLY ABOUT TO GET INTO EACH OTHER PANTS RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME LIKE I NEVER EVEN EXISTED, EXCUSE ME??? I WILL NOT LIKE FREE PORN NO FUCKING THANKS??? THEY WERE WASTED AND SHIT TOO BUT STILL.

anyways fuck it, it's whatever im gonna search for a life in my closet and brb  bye

- love, min <3

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yall i am fucking up the times of when they graduate school so ignore if people born in 2002 are in college or something, i have no ability to do math so irdk which year of college minho would be in rn so like let's just assume he's in 3rd year rn 💀💀

im fucking dumb ignore my broken math abilities pls 😭

anyways i need someone to donate me a free coupon for therapy 🧍

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