dear diary | minsung

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7/11/2018

dear diary,
i texted jisung today and we are becoming close but it's very slow, that's okay though because we are become close!! IM DO HAPPY LIKE IEKEJSJNE HE SENT ME A PICTURE YESTERDAY OF HIM AND HIS PUPPY AND I WAS SO FUCKING HAPPY, HE LOOOED SO CUTE IN THE PICTURE OMF I WANNA JUST SQUISH HIM. yes anyways im so happy for no reason, i mean like you know, everyone has those weeks where they feel so happy and content for no reason and these are the weeks for me. i've been so happy lately idk if i should sense something bad happening soon but HOPING AND PRAYING THAT NOTHING BAD HAPPENS IM SO GENUINELY HAPPY LIKE THIS AFTER SO DAMN LONG.

so seungkwan is staying with me for a bit and we are sharing a single bed and cramming shit, he actually fell off the bed this morning and he almost punched me for kicking him off. seonghwa was so concerned that he was so close to stealing my cats and running away to protect himself along with them. seungkwan made me an almost totally burnt breakfast and shoved it down my throat because he made it for me with love. it was good, just a bit burnt ya know. i really really wanna meet changbin since it's been so long since i met him. he's in a culinary school right now doing music on the side.

i'll give jisung updates in a few days, im just really happy to get to know him more as a friend (for now). I NEED TO MAKE HIM FALL FOR ME SOMEHOW AND I WILL DO THAT WITH THE HELP OF MY BESTIES bc i just know he won't fall for my shitty self if i try on my own. literally everyone hates me lmao, like so i have no other option but to ask them. i don't want to scare the poor dude like i usually do to everyone.

ALSO, i can't believe we're almost at the end of 2018? how the fuck? how did we get here so quickly? im already twenty bro, im so old like i have nothing to say about being a fucking fossil. anyways wonwoo is older than me, dude is a DECOMPOSED fossil.

yas now what, seungkwan moved in with vernon, wait shit no what? no vernom moved in with seungkwan, or was it the opposite? idk it's whatever tf but all i know is they live together right now.

fucking shit i forgot to finish my assignment gotta dip bye bitches

- love, min

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