''shhh how far you can run away from me my dear '' said the dangerous monster in a husky tone ,his breath were fanning my neck but it was feeling like i am consuming the poison .
'' shut up what you think youself haa '' i said after gathering my al...
finally today is saturday , in these days alexander didn't even once tried to make me feel uncomfortable after his confession even i am feeling that he was being now more careful while talking to me neither he asked for my reply that's what making me feel more contented and happy by heart and thanking god for making him only enter my forbidden heart .
Now i need to execute my plan , i don't want to runaway from here without informing alexander but he is too stubborn to understand me , his possessiveness sometimes concerns me . i remembered this wednesday when i tried to make him understand that i wanna go to my family , he replied me like a child ''that being with them i will forget him ''i tried to make him understand that i won't evr forget him till my last breath , he literally tattoed his names first letter with mine on my back and his arm too. I tried to stop him but his is not listening , it pained like hell but his few kisses on that place took my all pain away . that's the day when i saw madness , possessiveness and mostly love for me in his eyes when he whispered ''mine and i am yours'' .it ignited me to open my heart to him but somehow i stopped myself maybe destiny wants to test our love like this
So now coming to plan i booked my tickets and as per plan alexander is busy in his party and will come midnight so i have 6 hours to leave from here . i got ready into this.
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It's good for travelling plus comfortable the only thing which is pricking my eyes are those heels which i soon replaced with my snickers.
I peeked outside my door and saw that in just 5 minutes shift of guards are going to be changed , i hurriedly went towards my balcony , yes balcony i will jump from here , well i won't break my bones ,i am experience in running afterall . i observed that garden gaurds too left from the exit gate and now no guards are present in the garden or outside as for taking positions new guards need some time . they all are discussing something maybe security related issues with each other in hall . that's the time .
I jumped from the balcony and landed on the grass bed .
'' ow mumma it hurt like hell , are there bones buried in these grass bed ground then why they are so hard '' i thought for a second , dusted my clothes and started to run towards the garden gate , yaa not the main gate it has camera but garden gate had no camera as far as i know but may be there can be a camera plus it's like a back door .
I turned back and glance at the mansion one last time , memories of mine and alexander started to flew in my mind.
'' i will return wait for me xander'' i said and ran away from there . Tears are escaping from my eyes . something is resisting me to turn back and go in Alexander's arms where i felt most safe and secure but i need to see my family which might have became devasted due to my sudden disappearance . The road is not deserted at all instead a busy one , i stopped a cab and asked to drop me to airport .
I don't know but i am getting a feeling that something bad is going to happen . the cab dropped me at the airport and soon i departed from there for India . The plane will land at delhi airport after 8 hours that's what the air hostess said to me when i asked about the travelling hours . My heart is beating rapidly maybe sensing that alexander might be tensed for me . I put my palm on my heart and closed my eyes and his face is the first face that came , his madness , love all these things are making me realise how much i have fallen for him . i decided that after clearing all these mess the first thing i will do is to propose alexander in a grand way with lots of roses and scented candles and heart shaped cake .
After fucking 8 hours we landed at delhi , i decided to not to give any surprises to my family already i gave them the biggest heart attack no more surprise i just want to see their face as soon as possible . i decided to call viraaj bhai but shit i don't have a phone . I asked a lady officer for her mobile phone firstly she suspected me then i told her that i travelled from abroad so i don't have the SIM of india right now , finally she gave me the phone and i dialled viraaj bhai's number , uhh why he isn't picking it . the lady is eyeing me but i again tried and finally he picked it up .
'' hello'' he said after so many months i am hearing his deep dominating voice .
'' viraaj bhaiya '' i said tears started to flow from my eyes , i can hear his heavy breathing from other side of phone .
'' babygirl where are you ?'' He asked worriedly .
'' bhaiya plz pick me up from delhi airport , i am sorry bhaiya for running away like that , i want to be with you , mumma and dad. ,i am sorry bhaiya '' i started to cry more .
'' babygirl don't cry i am coming ok now stop crying '' he said to coe me .
'' i am coming wait for me '' he said and i am going to say something more but the lady is asking for it .
'' bhai i am waiting at airport come fast '' i said and hung up the call . i thanked the lady for the phone and went towards the road .
This city can even change in few months so much i can't beleive . i am observing all the people who are busy in their own worlds , everyone has a different story to share someones are sweet while others are too bitter to listen that's life . In all these i have learned a lot from living with fear and phobias to overpowering them with my will , i learned to be myself in no matter what the situation is , i learned to get to know the people not by their friendly and sweet gestures in happy times but by caring and loving gestures in most difficult times of life . Most importantly I learned to love .I am busy at glancing the road but suddenly something caught my attention a small kid . Yes he is in between the road and a high speeding car is coming towards him . my steps halted in his direction immediately . i run towards him with a fast pace and got succeeded in pushing him too but something hit me hard . my body landed on the ground , people start to gather around me , i can see my own blood flowing like a stream . his face is coming infront of my eyes , his caring gestures , panther's treating us like mom and dad , him offering me all kinds of ice cream , his voice chanting babygirl . i can listen his confession , his madness , his possessiveness and his love all are flowing infront of my eyes , it's like i am seeing him infront me ,black dot started to appear infront of my eyes . a tears escaped from my eyes for not replying his confession early
'' xander '' that's what i said before taking my last breath.
