Dangerous Love 21+ PJM

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Jimin Pov

I couldn't sleep. Staring up at my ceiling as everything that happened today just kept replaying in my mind.

Hayashi threats, Jay, The boys mad at me and now Lo is missing.

What have went wrong in one fucking day?

Knock knock knock

"Come in" I said

The door opened and I see Jin and Hobi coming in. I sit up against my headboard as I run my fingers through my hair. The effect that the coke gave me was long gone.

"How are you feeling?" Hobi asked sitting on my bed.

"Like major shit" I said

"I wonder why... " Jin said rolling his eyes

"I know guys I fucked up and I'm sorry" I said choking up

They both looked at each other than back at me. Hobi and Jin were both smiling as they looked at me.

Are they insane or something?

"Your forgiven Jimin... From us but I don't know about the other guys. Jk is upset but you know how he is. Namjoon he's just disappointed and don't get me started on Tae" Jin said

"He's that mad at me huh?" I asked

"Mad isn't the word... Like he wants to ring your neck" hobi said

My head was leaning back on the headboard holding back my tears.

What kind of Don am I?

Maybe Yoongi and Hayashi was right. I am a pussy... And I'm fucking weak.

"How is she?" I asked looking back at them.

"We went in her room to check up on her but she was crying hard and couldn't even speak a single word. It was hard to understand her. Jimin what you did really bugged her. She feels like you just said all that just to get into her pants. That everything you said was a lie. And plus now her sister is missing is killing her even more. Like she's afraid that she's going to do something that she'll regret. That's how broken hearted she is." Jin said

I started crying and the tears wouldn't stop.

I fucked everything up.

Hobi rubbed my back and Jin pulled my head into his chest. My heart was aching.. worse than it has ever been. Not as worse then my mother died. That nearly killed me. But this, I can't even explain.

"I shouldn't be don" I sobbed hard

"What?" Hobi asked

"I can't do nothing right... I shouldn't have been handed the title as a Don. Yoongi should've got it not me. I fucking suck at this" I cried

"Don't say that Jimin! You are an amazing person and leader. You know what you want and you go for it. You don't fail or anything. Jimin you get the job done and most people can't do that. But you do!" Jin said

I soaked in his words in my brain. He was right.

"Thanks" I said

"Drugs aren't always the answer you know that right?" Hobi said

"I know, I just needed to calm me down" I said

"But your mouthy sometimes you make everyone scared of you. Jk just got a little startled." hobi said

"He's okay though and he understands" Jin said

I just nodded my head

"I need to see her" I said