Dear Luke,
I'm sorry for not writing to you lately. I have been busy with school. I have a test next week in math so I am working on that with my tutor.
I no longer do I have 3 bad grades, they are all now high C's.
I feel like my life is finally on track, and I am ready to end the school year strong in May.
When I walked out of school today, it was raining freezing rain. Each time a drop hit my body, I shivered. I didn't have an umbrella, which made it hard to walk without getting wet.
When I got home today I was tired, so I laid down in my bed but could not fall asleep. And I stared at your guitar that was propped up in the corner of my room. I can almost imagine you there, in front of me, playing it.
I could almost feel you smile at me. It made me start crying.
I am hallucinating now. Great.
I need to realize that you are gone, yet I can't. It has been almost a year and I still believe you are here. I need to stop thinking that way. You are gone.
My mind kept replaying your face when you smile. I keep replaying the way you throw your head back laughing like a little kid.
Maybe I am not the only one imagining things. Maybe your mom, your brothers, and everyone you know is imagining the same things as I. Maybe I'm not crazy.
-May
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Fan fikciaDear Luke, I have written this over and over again, trying to make it right. And I am not going to throw this version away this time. Your absence is making me sad. You have been gone and no one can get over it. Especially me. Your friends ask if i'...
