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A/N || get him back – olivia rodrigo
logical – olivia rodrigo

𝐇𝐞'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭. Jeremiah Fisher is not allowed to break my heart into a million fucking pieces and then turn around with the most thoughtful birthday present ever and ask to start over. In no world does he have the right to write me a letter like that after what he fucking did. And why in this world did it have me crying for hours?

I mean there's a reason I left him, there's a reason I love –loved him, but there's no reason for how I'm feeling right now.  

I left, I'm not going back. 

I don't want him, no matter how good our relationship was before, how thoughtful he is, or how fucking gorgeous he is, I'm done. 

He's staying at Nicks.

I need to text him– no. I need to text Roman. I don't want anything to do with Jeremiah Fisher. I just need to get him out of my head. 

What if I–

I don't know what to do. He wrote that letter the same day he kissed her. Nobody is capable of that much change in 12 hours. How do I know he didn't do anything else with her? 

It doesn't even matter.

Nothing matters. If he can flip a switch to not want to be near her anymore, why can't I do it with him? Why is this so hard for me? Fuck. 

𝙣𝙚𝙬 𝙢𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙖𝙜𝙚 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙜𝙞𝙜𝙞 (𝙣𝙤𝙩) 𝙝𝙖𝙙𝙞𝙙
𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦'𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨

Perfect. I'll take Roman and get drunk off my ass, worry about Jeremiah another day– or never. I'll ignore it until he's moved on, when he finds someone half-decent and realizes the magnitude of me actually being gone.

I dissociated most of the day away and honestly don't remember much, just that I definitely stayed home and made a smoothie for lunch. Oh– I also finally put all of Jer's stuff into boxes and moved it near the front door. 

I don't know much of what happened today, but I do know that I'm over seeing his shit in my closet, in my room, in my drawers, in all my picture frames. He can get out of my life. 

After I did that though, I got ready for Gigi's and texted Roman. 

𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐒:

𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬

𝐤𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐚

𝐤𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐚

hey u almost ready

𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐬

yeah i just got in the car

𝐤𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐚

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