NIKOAJ || hearts and stars

He's sorry.

Niko's pov.

I pulled into our driveway and quickly got out of my car; Aj followed. I locked my car and walked inside, running to my room. I slammed my phone into the wall and a tear fell from my face. My phone buzzed with phone calls from Ken, Chunkz, and George but I ignored them until George called the second time. "Fuck." I whispered, I didn't swear a lot, but I had promised George. "Hey, I'm so sorry George!" I said quickly into the phone despite the tears that fell freely down my face. "It's fine, I just wanted to call to ask if Aj got me this card?" he laughed and another tear fell down my face, I sniffled "yeah, that rats handwriting is unmistakable." I laughed; I heard George sigh. "Are you okay?" He asked and I let my tears break free. "Shit." I mumbled into my hand "I messed up man!" I yelled and threw my shoe into the wall. "Calm down Niko, what happened?" George asked with confusion. "I kissed him, oh my god!" I groaned and threw my other shoe into another wall and more tears fell. "Wait, What?" George yelled
"You kissed Aj?" he asked. "Yes!" I yelled into my hand; I would hear George muttering before he came back to the call fully. "You kissed Aj, what did he say, did he kiss you back?" George asked quickly "we were silent, I drove back home, and I don't know, I wasn't even thinking!" I yelled; not caring Aj could probably hear me. "Oh my god!" I yelled and threw my phone block charger into the wall "it's fine, just act like it never happened, or talk to him about it, I swear everything will be fine!" George tried to comfort me, but it didn't work "I'm sorry man." I whispered and cried even more before hanging up. The calls from Kenny and Chunkz had tripled. I refused to answer them. I continued to throw even more things out of anger, I was furious with myself.

Another five minutes passed, and the calls kept coming until they were coming from Sharky as well, and even one from Aj. I answered the next call which came from Ken. "Fuck, Niko!" he yelled at me before pulling the phone away from his ear "I've got him!" He yelled out to voices I later concluded as Chunkz and Sharky. "What?" I whispered; I didn't want everyone to know about me. "For fucks sake, Aj's been streaming and all we can hear is you yelling and screaming and throwing shit, no one could get a hold of you?!" Ken yelled at me and stepped into a separate room; I heard the door click behind him. "Bloody hell, we could hear you crying at one point." I fell silent for a second. "Nikolas?" he said "yes." I whispered, "I'm fine." I mumbled "oh, you're fine? I don't think so man" Ken scoffed before being silent for a second while he typed on his phone. "Aj's ending stream right now to check on you." Ken informed me "we're really worried, you were being so loud we thought you were going to kill yourself or something, you've been so fucking sad recently, we haven't said anything because maybe you were busy planning something for your birthday, but Chunkz said you weren't. Just because we're always so busy doesn't mean we aren't taking notice of you being mopey. Aj's coming in now he said, we love you brother." Ken said before he hung up. A few moments came a knock on my door from Aj. He came into my room and saw my head in my hands and my messy room from throwing things, and my face was wet with tears when I looked up. "Are you okay?" Aj mumbled as he walked over and took a seat on my bed beside me. "Nick" Aj said as he nudged me "Niko..." he sighed. I stayed silent "Nikolas" he groaned. "I'm fine I'm just not feeling well, I didn't say anything bad about you to George either I just talked about the video we filmed a few days ago where you attacked me, and he made a joke about it." I lied through my teeth. "It was hardly a speech either, I made maybe two comments about it." another lie. Aj looked at me strangely "mhm, I see." Aj hummed, letting out a small chuckle. "Yeah." I nodded. "I'll leave you alone then." he chuckled, though even I could see it was fake. He slammed my door, and I could hear his whimpering from my room, which wasn't far from his. 

CHARLIE:

sorry for the shorter chapter!!

please tell me if i should add or change something!!

as always, love you and have a good day/night!!