🔸𝐍𝐎 ℓσɳɠεɾ 𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐃🔸

𝑻𝒉𝒊𝒓𝒕𝒚 𝑻𝒉𝒓𝒆𝒆

"Zhan Ge, you have every right to be mad on me. But please... give me a chance to speak me out my feelings. Please... I really want you to know how I had felt about you and what I have been going through all these years... Please, Zhan Ge..." Wang Yibo begged, standing in the middle of the kitchen and holding his love of life with trembling hands.

"There is no need for it, Wang Yibo. None of it matters now."

"It matters. It is important. There is a need." Yibo emphasized. "No harm will come just by speaking out our feelings."

"With what right are you speaking all these to me? You are no more my husband. That was in the past. We are no longer married, I would like to remind you." Although Xiao Zhan said it, he had tears, running down his face.

"I am speaking to you not as your husband which I would like to be very much. But, as your mate. As your alpha."

"You are not my mate!" Xiao Zhan yelled, but he was reduced down to tears.

"If you no longer accept me as your mate, then why did you not go into heat in all these three years? Why did the omega in you refuse to co-operate with your mind? Answer me, Zhan Ge!" Yibo demanded.

Xiao Zhan stared at him with wide eyes. "Ho...how did you know...?"

Wang Yibo smiled. "So, that was true? I just guessed. So, you really did not go into a heat these past three years?"

"It's... it's not like that... you-..." Zhan tried to cover his surprise but he failed.

"Zhan Ge, I know you well. You love me same as I love you. We love each other. I too had not gone into a rut for the past three years. Don't you think we are fated to be together?"

"I don't! You are-..."

Wang Yibo shushed Xiao Zhan by placing a hand over his mouth, shutting out his words, and continued,

"Zhan Ge, my heart is hungry for your love, but my mind is aware of what it cannot have. I know we belong to different worlds, but I fell in love with you even before I knew that you were my mate.

When you left me three years ago, I thought I didn't want to love again. I couldn't love again. I couldn't be able to because my heart had been hurt so much. To even say, "I do"—it was a scary thought. But when you came back and when I met you at the Jiang mansion, I suddenly became fearless once again.

It's hard to explain myself or to put it together in one idea; the only easy course is my loving you. For just one look into your eyes makes everything in the world and in my life seem to glow. You make me want to see the sunrise every day, to know it's another day where I could have you by my side. I know faith can make this work someday if I just keep my hopes up. Until then I'll think of you just like now. Your touch will forever caress me with tenderness, and your kisses will keep the flame in my heart alive. I hope that one day soon you and I will be together again."

Xiao Zhan tried to remove Wang Yibo's hands from his mouth but Yibo kept it firm and tight, not letting Zhan utter a sound.

And he went on.

"Right after we met, my love, I should have told you this: there's this special love that I have deep within my heart. That love is only for you. It is far greater than this world. I wish I could show you how much you really mean to me. If I could only let you feel how much I really do love you in a kiss or a hug, you would begin to feel the love that I have for you. I will only be able to show you how much I really do love you when we get married again. Then you will really know how much I love you. How much I missed you. You can hear the sound of my love, though, just by listening to my heart. You can taste the sweetness of my love in a kiss; you can feel it in my embrace.

If I could describe the love that I have for you and use lyrics of love songs and even the sonnets of Shakespeare, it would still be impossible, because the love that I love for you cannot be put into words. You've had my love from the day we met, and you will have it forever. As time goes by, my heart and love for you will keep growing stronger, brighter, and bigger.

You are fully mine, as I pray I am fully yours. Although we have two different minds, and souls, we have one and the same beautiful heart. My love is unconditional.

I love you with all my heart, body, and soul. I will never stop loving you. You are my life, my world, and everything to me. Even though distance had kept us apart all these time, you had always and forever been embedded deep within my heart."

Tears were flowing down Zhan face and it wetted Yibo's hands. The person in talk too wasn't any better. He too was a crying mess.

"You are the only one who can make me happy with your love and affection. Since I met you, I have noticed that life is worth living. I live mine just for you. You have stolen my heart from me. Alone I am lost. Please, do not distance yourself with me once again. Each day is more wonderful than the previous one, if I spend it with you. The closer you get to me, it seems the more I love you. A heart truly in love never loses hope but always believes in the promise of love, no matter how long the time and how far the distance. There are so many ways I want to tell you that I really love you. My feelings for you are true and pure, like your kind heart. I have tried many times to confess this to you, but you always turn a deaf ear to what I say. Remember one thing—I love you and will always love you. Zhan Ge, please, trust me.... I beg you..."

Xiao Zhan was already flooded with his own tears and he pushed Yibo away, making Yibo hiss in pain as he fell down, and ran to his room, locking it behind while Yibo kept on calling on his name.

Finally alone in the room, Xiao Zhan hugged himself and cried his heart out.