Better Not Be Love

CHAPTER 41 - WHERE I BELONG

"Give me some break, will you?"

I asked Lorraine as I pushed aside another pair of sandals that my lovely assistant had chosen for me. It was bright blue and to top it off, there were too many rhinestones that a normal, sane person would at least think about three times before purchasing. I wonder what possessed her to pick such an outrageous pair, as it seemed to contradict her usual taste. Nevertheless, I couldn't help but chuckle at the thought of actually wearing them and the attention they would undoubtedly attract.

"Come on, the premier is tomorrow. You have to dress up well."

I rolled my eyes, already feeling the onset of a headache. These past four months have been nothing short of chaotic. After returning from an unforgettable trip to Thailand, my mind was consumed with one mission: find Eugene. However, it seemed as though he had vanished off the face of the earth. I attempted reaching out to the production team he had supposedly joined in Taiwan; however, I learned that Eugene had unexpectedly bailed on the job at the eleventh hour. His coworkers were as clueless as I was, unaware of his whereabouts or any information about his family. As a last-ditch effort, I turned to his social media, only to discover that he had pulled a vanishing act there as well—his accounts had been deactivated. Talk about being overly dramatic.

When I finally managed to obtain his sister's contact information, I eagerly reached out to her, hoping to get some answers. But to my dismay, she informed me that he had gone for a long vacation, leaving her completely unaware of his whereabouts. It felt like he was deliberately avoiding me, and despite my relentless efforts to find him over the course of a month, I eventually had to surrender. However, deep down, I knew that he would keep his promise to be there for me when I needed him. Perhaps this is his way of testing our connection, and I am wholeheartedly ready for the challenge. Even though four months have passed, my love for him remains as strong as ever. The ache of missing him engulfs me, mingling with the anger I feel towards his sudden disappearance. Nonetheless, I cannot deny my gratitude towards him, because if he hadn't pulled this vanishing act, I wouldn't have come to comprehend the depth of my love for him and the vital role he plays in my life. He has unlocked a part of me I never knew existed. Regardless of how long he makes me wait, I am prepared to endure the uncertainty. Because, without a shred of doubt, Eugene is my one true love.

"Did the publisher call?"

I asked, trying to change the topic, before Lorraine forcefully put me on something ostentatious. Tomorrow was the first day of our movie premiere, and the anticipation was palpable. The glitz and glamour of the red carpet awaited, and every single person of importance would be there, including my family. Just the thought of their support made my heart swell with gratitude. I couldn't help but hope, even if it seemed far-fetched, that Eugene would make an appearance. But deep down, I knew better. He had missed the last party, after all. Yet, against all odds, a tiny flicker of optimism lingered in my mind.

My mind wandered back to my recent conversation with Eugene's sister. Sadly, she confirmed that there had been no word from him and they were getting concerned. Wasn't he taking it a little overboard? Anyway, all this had brought his sister and me closer than ever before. After spending time with her and getting to know her better, I couldn't help but notice the striking similarities between her and Eugene. She was like a female version of him, and his nephew was adorable. I think he loves his uncle just as much as I love his uncle.

"Shit, I forgot. They are done with the printing, but I should confirm the publishing date. So, did you decide?"

I clicked the pen on the table twice, pondering over it.

"What about two weeks from now? The promotion team is already half way through."

With a decisive nod, Lorraine shifted her attention to her iPad, undoubtedly preparing to fire off an email to my agent.