Jaywon AO3 stories :)

You are my escape; oreob1tch❕

Ps: the notes that are there r not mine, they are the og authors notes :)
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You are my escape
oreob1tch

Summary:

Long story short, Jungwon wants Jay all to himself; no sharing. His boyfriend doesn't seem to understand that though.
Notes:

Idk what this is. Also, fyi, there's nothing explicit but they do talk about the dirty :D
(See the end of the work for more notes.)

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Jungwon has had a really long day. The only thing he wants right now is to cuddle up on the couch with his boyfriend, have him play with Jungwon's hair and fall asleep in his arms until the inevitable back ache wakes him up.

He had to go through tediously long vocal lessons, dance practice and then had a meeting about some leader stuff. He loves being a leader, likes the sort of power it gives him over the older members, he likes taking care of the group, but he's barely an adult, it's so much responsibility for him, it's crushing him.

With more things to think and worry about, he gets into the manager's car and with a frown on his face, he stares out of the window the whole ride. His head hurts, that annoying pressure right behind his eyes. He's sleepy, but knows he won't be able to go to bed for another hour, at least. He has to tell the guys about the things he was told about earlier, has to make sure Riki did his homework and all the other things he's used to by now.

Thankfully, Jay understands just how difficult it is for Jungwon and more often than not, he helps him with his leader chores. He looks after the kids, he takes the burden off Jungwon's shoulders. Not that the members are burdensome to Jungwon, but it would be nice to have time for himself, just for himself, without leader shit to do.

The manager stops and Jungwon's head hits the car window. He rubs the sore spot with his palm, thanks the manager for dropping him off. His head hurts even more now and he can't wait to open the front door to their dorm and have Jay kiss the lights out of him. His lips tingle just from thinking about it.

When he does open the door, no one comes to greet him. Which is fine, he's not going to sulk about it, not yet at least. He can hear voices from their living room, so he takes off his shoes, puts them on the ever growing mountain of other shoes and walks to the lounge area.

The room itself is a mess and a half. Clearly, Jay and Riki were playing games, given the paused screen on the TV and the controllers haphazardly thrown on the floor.

Jay laughs, making Jungwon look in his direction. His mouth is open, grinning ear to ear, eyes closed and wrinkling at the corners. His head is on Riki's lap, on his bony knees, and the youngest member is playing with Jay's long bangs, twisting the hair between his fingers; looking down on Jay fondly, almost lovingly. Something in Jungwon's guts twists uncomfortably, twitching at the sight of the two. He knows that Riki adores Jay, he likes that the second oldest takes care of him and finds comfort in Jay speaking Japanese with him. Despite knowing all of this, he can't help but feel angry, betrayed. All he wants is to be in Riki's place.

Sunoo is the first one to notice him. He jumps up and runs to Jungwon to hug him. His t-shirt is soft and smells like a mix of their new laundry detergent and a fabric softener Sunghoon picked up the day prior. It's nice, it's comfortable, but it's not Jay .

Finally, his boyfriend looks at him, smiles and says hi. That's it. No hug, no kiss, nothing. His head stays in Riki's lap. Jungwon turns on his heel and walks into his, Riki's, Sunghoon's and Sunoo's bedroom and shuts the door loudly, to prove a point, whatever that might be.

Later, when Riki comes into the room, Jungwon doesn't look up from his phone, doesn't say goodnight back and sleeps with his back to Riki so he doesn't bother him.