FATAL TROUBLE (REVERSE HAREM)

Part 33

Not stopping near Jake and Niki, you straight away went towards the bench. You wanted to sit, the heart needs some rest. it's beating rapidly because of the run and the shared moments earlier. whatever you're doing is wrong. it's definitely not appropriate and once, all of them would get to know about it, you will be under seven judgemental eyes. You wanted to be friends and they are just around you because you let them feel comfortable with you. Well, it's not completely your fault too. They are making the first moves and you are letting them to do it. It was sure that except Heeseung, everyone else was hinting onto their feelings for you. But you didn't expect Sunoo and Niki to be in this as well.

Starting with Jake, you wouldn't lie but you did feel attracted to him on the first day, you bumped into each other and those worried words from him when he told you to go back as your aunt must be worried but you still stayed back because something pulled you back to him. and, earlier now, the almost intimate state you both were in. He even told you that he wants his first time to be special. and, is that with you?

But, your first kiss is stolen by someone already. Sunghoon made you forget about the heartbreak you had. The tears that you must have shed that day were replaced by a beautiful moment between you both. He let you experience something that you never thought with a stranger. It should've been Anton but it's Sunghoon and he doesn't want you to regret it.

You did feel regret to let Jungwon peck you. And, the possession he held in his gaze. the fire that spoke how he knows about the kiss and still, he would show you that he is be better. Is that really regret? Or were you being just confused? Why will he even compete with his friend knowing he had already kissed you...but that doesn't mean he claimed you. He still has a chance to prove.

To prove that you are only his. Niki's endearment of Noona felt more beautiful when he whispered it in your ear. The power dynamic between you two needs to be studied because you are older than him and you could have scolded him at the moment but you didn't, you let him tell you that you belonged to him...you are only his Noona.

And, Sunoo...wanted you to feel scared of him. Isn't that funny? You are his bestfriend and his sweet personality is what makes you so relaxed with him but the earlier version of him was so far different from the usual self you know. In the past one week and more, you haven't ever seen him in that expression but that look of him did something inside of you and you just can't get him out of your head...just like him.

But, there's already a boy who is always conquering your thoughts every night. What if...what if you had let him and his kisses to trail up to your lips and then he could have pulled you to the back of the club and you could have got laid for the first time in your life. Jay would've been your first time.

What if I shouldn't have stopped him?

He could have been my first kiss.

The boys approached you but you were yet to notice it. You were staring blank into the space and someone clicked his fingers in front of your face.

"What are you thinking? We're calling you but you are not even looking at us. Daydreamimg?." Jay asked you while sitting beside you. And he was a bit surprised when you stared at him in some shocked expression.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" He laughed lightly.

You whipped your head around, the others were also getting comfortable in the place. Even when you couldn't match their eyes, yet you were trying to look at them. And that was such a mistake! Each one of them was staring back at you, and their gazes held that they know what you are doing and they will catch you soon. The last person whom you look at was Heeseung and somehow his eyes were suggesting something else. It was as if you had to pull your eyes off him and cleared your throat.