Hate That Monsta LXVER (ENGLISH VERSION)

Chapter 1

Notice - As I am writing these words, it's been 5 years since the fiction was released in French and translated. I was 15 at the time and my English was far from good. I am currently going over each chapter so it looks and sounds a bit better.  Hope you have fun reading this fanfic !

I have been sitting in front of the computer for over an hour now  trying to make a melody which clearly didn't come. I would disappoint my father. Once again. Not that it was very serious 'cause it was the same thing almost every week. Or nothing came to my mind, or what I managed to create simply sucked (from my father's point of view).

Right, I'm the daughter of a singing teacher at Starship Entertainment. It's cool? Yeah... depends. My dream is to become a trainee and be part of a kpop group. Easier said than done. Ie have to start with the auditions ... It's not because I'm "family" that I have more advantages than others. Even, I think they may be harder on me. 

Although I am not yet officially in the company, I made some friends here. Besides, my best friend has just debuted as a rapper in the new group Monsta X! I'm happy for him, but I envy him so much at the same time. Ahh... He's also the only member of the group that I know personally. For the other members, I've only seen them in the No.Mercy show. What a cruel show. 

They look cool, but I have a very little reluctance towards Jooheon. I don't know, he seems to be pretentious. I mean, he might be a born rapper and have a rare talent (that I envy a lot), I don't see how it gives him the permission to act arrogantly. I will be meeting them tomorrow with I.M.

Well, I should probably get back to work.

*Knock, knock*

Me: Come in.

I.M: Hey, it's me.

I thought he had a performance today.

Me: What can I do for you? You didn't have anything planned out?

I.M: Well actually, it was postponed to tomorrow so I thought that I could introduce you to the lads today instead.

... I don't know what to say. Let's be honest, this meeting stressed me out a little, but I'm dying to meet them. I'm afraid to make a bad impression I guess. I don't want to look like an idiot, especially in front of Shownu. I wonder if he is as handsome in real life as on TV.

Me: Uh, right now?

I.M: Yeah, right now, but if it's bothering you, I can put it off until later. And you looked busy. I'll come back later. Fighting, Ha Neul.

Me: Wait! I can come actually. Anyway, I can't come up with anything and I need to change my mind.

I.M: Alright, follow me.

I realized that I had no experience at all in terms of meeting with idols even though I have been around since like 3 years.

Nah, I have to stop.

It's nothing.

They are normal people.

Rather ultra-sexy guys.

But normal.

Let's pretend.

We walked through the maze of corridors to the entrance of a small lounge for "insiders" of the company. They were all there but one, Jooheon. Tss, he didn't want to see me or what?

Oh right, he doesn't know me.

They hadn't noticed us and I was reluctant to move further to warn them of my presence.

I.M was just waiting for me to do the first step. I was looking at them and I kept counting in my head until 5 like "Ok, on 5, you go in there. 1-2-3-4-5. Ok, wait, let's start again." Anyway, I did this about 5 times and then threw a glance at I.M who nodded at me, inviting me to move forward.

I found myself completely ridiculous to be so nervous for so little. But I must say that I admired them and they intimidated me somewhat.

I.M, as a good friend, decided to go in and left me alone, telling me to come when I'm ready. I watched him joining his members. Argh, come on, this is the right time. Let's go!

As I stepped forward, I heard a voice behind me asking what I was doing. I slowly turned around to discover Jooheon who threw me a puzzled and impatient look.

That was the first chapter! Thank you for reading^^

As you probably know, this fiction was written in French at first but since many people liked it, I decided to translate it. I'm not totally bilingual and my English vocabulary is poor but I try my best! If there are any mistakes please tell me, I'll correct them.

Gamsahabnida!