Unpredictable (c.h.)

Chapter Thirteen

Suddenly I was surrounded by light and beeping, I had made my choice, I want to live, I want to get through my hardships and keep going because I can't leave my family or my friends, they need me. I struggled to open my eyes but I finally did to see Ashton and Lexi asleep in chairs beside my bed. Well this is a great thing to wake up to. God you'd think I'd at least get a movie wake up or some shit. My life is rigged.

"Ashton, Ashton, ASHTON" I whisper yelled, it always was extremely difficult to wake him up.

"Oh My God Naomi, you're awake?" He said excitedly yet groggily.

"Ya I guess." I said plainly.

I was immediately embraced into a hug.

"Don't. Ever. Do. That. Again." He said attempting to be stern but failing because he was choking up.

He just kept repeating I love you and please and things like that making me realize that I made the right choice, and that my twin brother wasn't that  bad. After like 5 minutes of hugging, he kissed me on the cheek and left to get the doctor.

"Naomi?" Lexi exclaimed, clearly just now waking up.

"In the flesh" I said plainly again, I was trying to be positive but let's be real I tried to kill myself three days ago.

She, like Ashton immediately hugged me and started crying. When she was done the doctor came in along with my mother.

"Hello Naomi, how do you feel?" The doctor asked.

"Honestly pretty shit actually." I answered truthfully. Everyone looked shocked but the doctor went along with it.

"Okay, you may be released but in order to not have to go to rehab, you must be accompanied 24/7 for two weeks, and you must see a therapist 3 times every week." He said briefly.

"Are you serious?" I asked sassily.

"Yes Ms. Irwin, we have to guarantee that you will be safe."

Not wanting to argue anymore I just rolled my eyes and let the doctor leave the room. When he left my mom came over to me and started apologizing even though she didn't do anything, and hugging, and saying I love you, and the normal just woke up from a coma shit. When my mom got done, she had everyone else come in. Luke, Michael, Kennedy, and Bella all said the normal stuff, but then it was time for Calum.

"Hi" I said awkwardly when he walked in.

Immediately after I was attacked by a hug.

"Why?" He finally said.

"Too much was going on, I couldn't handle it." I said choking up.

He didn't answer, he just started to kiss my scars one by one until he reached the last one. Then he looked me in the eye, and kissed me. It wasn't like the one when we were six. This one had passion and whatever sparks were. It felt like a cheesy movie kiss. But this wasn't a movie, it was my life, and I'm glad I decided to live it.

A/N- so you guys have permission to kill me. I know I have been mia for two week because #hellstarted but I'm super sorry and I will try to update every week but I have been really busy lately. That's about it. Bye loves.
-Molly