Shawn Mendes Imagines

Christmas Kisses

*Y/N POV*

I recently broke up with my boyfriend of 2 years. I'm gutted about it but it was a mutual decision. I guess we kind of drifted apart when he's all caught up on touring and singing while I have been busy in college.

I saw on my Twitter timeline that he's home from touring. I still follow him, we're still friends I hope.

"Dude stop stalking him, you'll been at it for 20 minutes!" My best friend Everest burst out, throwing her hands up falling backwards on the bed.

I roll my eyes " I barely got on his page Everest, I just want to see what he is doing."

"Liar, I got here 30 minutes ago and when you answered the door, you were in his Instagram."

My cheeks tinted and buried my face in a throw pillow.

"I just miss him a lot, I heard he got a new girlfriend and we broke up 2 months ago. 60 days, 9 weeks and 1420 hours and he already found someone else!" I cry out, my words probably muffled.

Everest heavily sighs " (Y/N) why did you agree to break up with him when you clearly aren't over him. It makes no sense to me. And every time I talk about Shawn, you always get tense and give blunt answers."

I let her words sink in. I shoot my head up from the pillow "Fine, I'm not over him, he's the one that wanted to break up with me, something about how 'we aren't working out.' I just agreed to it because I didn't want to look like a clingy girl only wanting Shawn for his fame and money."

"Hey, let's find you a new man. Get your mind off of Shawn. If you keep thinking about him, it's only going to make you feel worse. There's a frat party tonight, we got invited by one of my guy friends. You wanna go?" She asks.

I think about it, Shawn goes to the same college as me, but he did all his classes online cause he was traveling, and he's back so he might be there. That means I get to see him again if he comes. I really want to talk to him, it's been 2 months. After the breakup we didn't contact each other at all.

" Yea let's go, it's time to move on." I lie to Everest.

A smile spreads across her face as her eyes light up. I never say yes to parties. I like to stay in and cook or read. Everest goes to every party, she's quite the opposite of me.

"Yay! Ok I'm gonna go home and get ready. You start too, it starts at 8 I'll pick you up." She exclaims jumping from the bed and out the door.

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I'm all done, dressed in black dress with nude heels and my face and hair are all done. Even though it's winter and snowing outside, we'll be inside. Right when I sit down Everest calls me.

E: Hey are you done yet

Me: Yea I'm coming

E: Alright I'm parked out front

She hangs up and I head out of my room to the door.

We arrive at a huge white house blaring music, there are multiple lights reflecting out of the window and the front lawn is littered with red solo cups, typical.

We step through the opened front doors and a boy with blue eyes, tall frame and brown hair comes and pulls Riley away.

Great now I'm alone, I thought to myself. My throat feels dry so I squish pass the people dancing to the kitchen to get a Sprite or something.

I raid the fridge and found the soda. I popped it open and took a sip. I look around to try to find Everest and I have no luck. She's no where to be found. I set down my soda and begin to explore the house.

When I open the back door leading to the outside porch, I see Shawn and another girl next to him.

There's no one else out here so they both turn their head. I sudden feel so subconscious because she's so pretty. Black long hair, big brown eyes and she's wearing the pretties blue dress.

"(Y/N)?" Shawn calls out. My eyes go wide forgetting he was there.

He still looks the same. Handsome as ever. I stutter "I-I sorry I thought no one would be out here." I make my way inside again.

Seeing Shawn with another girl makes my blood boil. I know I shouldn't be jealous because it was a "mutual" decision but I still have feelings for him.

"(Y/N) wait up." Shawn yells over the music that is shaking the floorboards. I ignore him and keep walking to the door. Right when I get to the door step Shawn's hand grabs my wrist.

"Hey did you here me calling you." Shawn says letting go of my now tingly hand.

I don't reply and start fumbling with my dress.

"Helloooo, (Y/N)? Someone in there?" He jokes.

"Hi, Shawn it's nice to see you again." I respond lifting up my head to meet his gaze.

"Hi, it's nice to see you too." He says smiling.

"I met your girlfriend, she's very pretty. I happy for you." I croak out, half lying.

"Camila? No she's not my girlfriend." Shawn laughs "We're working on some music together."

I nod my head looking to the ground embarrassed that I made the assumption.

"Enough about Camila, I wanted to talk to you about our relationship. I want to try again. I made a mistake breaking it off with you." Shawn announces.

I sigh " Look Shawn I do still have feelings for you but you'll be touring again and I don't want my heart broken a second time."

"Im done next summer for a year to break and have some me time. Would you want to try then?" He asks.

I look at him and nod " that would be nice."

Shawn looks up and points to the door frame.

"Mistletoe." He whispers and I don't even get a chance to reply because he cups my sheets and our lips are already together.

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This sucked and I don't know why it's Christmas considering it's been two months
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