Shawn Mendes Imagines

Close To You

 

  Everything seems so far away when I'm with you.

  You're like the stars, so beautiful yet millions and millions of miles away.

  You're pushing and pushing, and I don't think I can pull much longer.

  Just please let me in, stop doing this to yourself.

  It's not fair that you lash out on me when you can't control your emotions.

  It's not fair that you don't talk to me anymore. Nothing seems to be right anymore.

  Without you, I can't function. You are my other half, even if you don't talk to me.

  It still puts me at ease that you're physically with me.

  Maybe, you won't come back, maybe you are;

  But I can't make your decisions for you.

  Just know, that I'll wait, but not forever.

  But for right now, I just want to be close to you.
                      Love,
   (Y/N)

(SHAWN'S POV)

  I sigh angrily at the note in front of me, feeling guilty leaving (Y/N).

  Slamming it on the small table in front of my plane seat, rest my head on the window looking at clouds passing by.

  She doesn't get it, I need to leave.

  I can't stay, I can't stay feeling how I feel about her.

  Control is something I've always had.

I've always had control over anything and everything.

  But with her, I can't obtain what she is.

  She's so carefree and beautiful everywhere.

  And when I'm with her, I can't control my emotions.

That's the scariest thing I've ever felt. So what am I suppose to do?

  I don't know how to talk to her about this.

  But I don't ever want to let her go.

  I'll come back, maybe not tomorrow, maybe not next month, but I'll be back.

Because, you know what, I want to be close to her too.

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Rihanna got me feeling some type of way.

I'm sorry that this is so short :(

   Also I'm sorry I've been gone for so long, I'm just trying to live before school starts.

  I have another imagine I'm thinking about writing and it's not gonna be this short. I promise. <3

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20 for the next chapter :)))