Trust

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(Y/N POV)

"I trusted you Shawn!" I yell pulling my hair with my free hand.

"Are you not going to say anything?" I yell again standing still.

"There's nothing to say (Y/N). You knew what you were going to get into." He sighs.

My eyes flood with tears.

"You said you changed Shawn! You said it yourself!" I sob, sitting on the window seat.

He puts his hands over his head, raking his hair continuously.

"Well what do you want me to say?" He replies.

"Maybe an apology? I don't know Shawn, I'm trying to fix this but you seem like you don't want to." I cry, cradling my knees.

"I am trying, you need to stop crying because it's making me stressed." He grumbles.

"Why are you mad at me? You're the one that slept with Lauren! I should be mad and you!" I scream, shaking with anger.

"We've only been dating for 5 months, calm down."

"This isn't that serious anyway." He shrugs.

My heart pulls as the tears cease to stop.

"You said you loved me Shawn." I whimper.

"I gave you everything you wanted Shawn! Everything! What did she have that I didn't?"

He sighs, laying down on his back, staring at the ceiling.

"Maybe this wasn't suppose to work out (Y/N). Maybe we weren't meant for each other." Shawn declares after a stretch of silence.

"What do you mean Shawn? I love you! Are you not understanding what I'm saying right now?" I ask in a panic, wiping my eyes.

"I do. I'm not dumb, I just. I just don't think we can work out. We rarely even see each other anymore. Maybe we need a break."

"You're always busy that's why! I always make plans that you don't show up to. You know how much it hurts me every time Shawn?" I croak.

He closes his eyes, ignoring my response.

A thick cloud of tension fills the room. There's no point of arguing with him. Hell get what he wants.

"I'm not good for y-"

"We aren't going to work out." I blurt, sniffing.

"What?" He questions sitting up.

"We can break up, there's no point of us when the other person isn't committed."

I get up, walking towards his bedroom door.

"No, wait." Shawn yells, snagging my forearm.

"I said we should take a break (Y/N) not end it." He explains, pulling me away from the door.

"You wanted this! I'm giving it you Shawn! You win. I'll get my stuff and leave. You can be with Lauren or whoever makes you happy." I yank my arm away from him but his grip gets tighter.

"I don't want to break up! Are you not understanding? A break (Y/N)! Just a few week away from each other." He clarifies, acting as if I'm a baby.

Pulling my head up, I hold his gaze on me.

"Then I want to Shawn. We're breaking up. Don't even try to argue with me because you have no say in this. You cheated and this is what happens." I announce, face wet, nose bright red.

"That's not how it works!" He screams, pulling me to his chest.

I wince away from his strong hold but it's no use.

"Let go of me right now!" I scream bloody murder.

He gives us space but the grip on my shoulders tell me that I'm not going anywhere.

"Let me leave! You can't keep me here Shawn, it's not fair. Give me one reason why we shouldn't break up."

"I told you I loved you." He mutters.

"But it wasn't that serious anyway." I sneer. Pulling his arms off of me.

"You know I was joking right?!" He yells as I speed down his hallway.

"Goodbye Shawn." I whimper, slamming the front door close.

I stand outside trying to regain my composure as I hear him whisper to no one.

"Please come back."

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UNEDITED

Let's be honest, I ran out of ideas 40 imagines ago.

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