Perspective

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(SHAWN'S POV)

Another hit.

And another one.

And another one.

"Shawn! Please stop!" (Y/N) wails as she tries to pull me off this fucker.

I shrug her off and resume with my task. Break him.

I honestly don't why I'm doing this. I came home from my nine to five job, excited to spend this weekend with (Y/N) but I come home to see her with another man.

All I saw was red and next thing you know, I'm on top of him caving his face in and he's trying to defend himself, but he doesn't have a chance.

"You fucker." I growl as I continue beating him.

"Please, please stop. I'll do anything, just please stop hurting him." She cries holding on to my shoulders.

I stop my hand from coming down on his face. Giving him a good scan, I'd say I did pretty good.

I get off of him and turn to (Y/N). She's only in her bra and panties which makes me more disgusted with the fact that she let him touch her too.

"I want everything you own out of this apartment by Monday." I bluntly say walking out of our bedroom, not giving her time to respond.

"Wait, please Shawn. We can work this out. We can fix this. I can fix this, please." (Y/N) whimpers coming from behind me making me stop in my tracks.

"Stop begging, you're the one that decided to do this. I put that fucking ring on your finger for a reason." I grunt. "We made a fucking promise, you made a fucking promise not to be unfaithful."

"Now you're stuck with this, and I'm so fucking tired of your bullshit." I pull off my ring and throw it to her feet.

"Now, if you'll excuse me, I'm going to find someone who's not a slut."

Her face visibly flinches, but turns into anger.

"Don't you dare fucking call me that, don't act like I fucking know that you didn't go with that whore Robin. I fucking saw photos you asshole. I know this doesn't justify why I did this, I invited over to have some drinks as friends and then we got drunk. I would never cheat on you. I fucking stayed with you when I knew you cheated." She finishes wiping her tears with the back of her hand.

My face softens and I unclench my hands.

"Robin was a mistake." I whisper trying to make myself more than her believe that it was.

"I don't fucking care anymore Shawn. I know how you really feel about me so I'll fucking have my stuff packed tomorrow."

All of my perspective changes and suddenly I don't want her to leave.

The guy ran out already, while I follow (Y/N) into our bedroom. She puts on one of my shirts which gives me hope that we still can fix this. I don't know how this suddenly turned on me and now I'm the one that has to apologize.

"Where are you gonna stay?" I ask standing behind her as she packs some clothes in one of our suitcases.

She doesn't answer, continuing to pack.

"Fine, don't answer me, not that I care anyway." I snarl grabbing my keys and wallet, walking out the front door.

It's two a.m when I finally leave the bar. I'm stupid drunk and can barely stand up but one of the bartenders called me an Uber.

Did (Y/N) really leave?

Are we gonna throw our whole relationship of 4 years away just because of some stupid mistakes?

"That'll be 14 dollars." The uber calls turning his head back. I give him the money and stumble into the front gate.

Still in my suit, I open the unlocked door and make my way into the bedroom. Barging into the empty room, I see the light on in the closet. (Y/N)'s suitcase is halfway packed and I see her sleeping with folded clothes scattered all around her.


I was expecting her to be gone, but relief washes over me knowing she's still here.

I trot over to her suitcase and dump everything out, throwing things across the room.

Making my way over to the bed, I cover her with the duvet we have and push the clothes she's surrounded with on the floor.

I go over to my side and crawl inside the covers. I snake my arms around her and pull her into my chest.

"We might have done some fucked up things to each other, but I wouldn't want to love anyone else as much I love you."

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UNEDITED SO SORRY FOR THE MISTAKES

yo I'm fucking back, I've decided to not write my other book seeing as I don't think anyone would read it. And I went to shawns concert and fell more in love with him so IM BACK BITCHES! I hope you guys liked this one, cause I loved it :))

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