Infinity

Confusion sucks.

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Bee

I hear a honk outside the front of my house and I smile widly, rushing down the stairs.

"Bye sweetie have an amazing day! Is chase coming over after school?" My aunt asks.

"I'm not sure I'll call and tell you later! Bye!"

I run out and rush into chases car.

"You look great... Wow." Chase had his jaw dropped and his eyes wide.

I look down at my baggy band T shirt and my black leggings.

"Really?" I laugh a little.

Chase clears his throat and looks at the road. "Let's go!" He says.

I sit and think for a minute. As we drive towards the school.

"Have you ever had a boyfriend chase?" I ask. Curiosity was eating me alive.

"No.. I'm actually... I don't know." Chase says in a low voice.

I had to admit... He look great today.. Chase is very attractive, I'm not gonna lie.

His brown hair was messy yet still looked clean. He wore a leather jacket and a Blink 182 shirt, with ripped skinny jeans.

I realize I was staring for a long time so I clear my throat and look at the road ahead... A few minutes later we park in the school student parking lot.

"I just... I don't know maybe I'm not gay." Chase says shaking his head.

"I've never had a crush on a guy either... I just like things like decorating or fancy drinks and I don't know I like seeing girls put on makeup and do there hair...I've never had a crush on a girl either though so maybe I am straight... Your the only person I've ever told beside my parents that I thought I was gay... Maybe the last year of my life I was confused." I look at chase and I see a small tear fall from his eye.

"See and I cry alot." He says laughing.

"Chase... Your just sensitive it doesn't mean your gay!" I say wiping the tear from his cheek.

"I think it's actually really cute and romantic that you like watching girls put on makeup and seeing them do their hair. It's adorable."

We sit in silence looking at eachother.

I even started to cry... So our little whimpers filled the car.

"Chase.." I say slowly.

"Yeah." He says with a small smile.

"Have you even ever kissed anyone?" I ask.

He covers his face with his big hands.

"No." He starts laughing.

I join his laughing and he looks at me.

"Can you be my first kiss bee... So I can see if I'm straight? I mean I'm pretty sure I am... Just to make sure." He says.

I start tearing up again.

"Okay, chase... But not here. We should go somewhere after school... Make it a really special first kiss." I say with an excited smile.

I wonder if kissing anyone but Colby will feel different...

"Anywhere, anytime... It will be special with you." Chase says and it causes me to blush.

"You know chase... Maybe you just haven't had a crush on a girl becouse you've never met a girl good enough for you, yet." He gives me a shy smile.

"Maybe I have."

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A/N: it is very possible for people to be confused about their sexuality especially boys becouse if they act a little sensitive society immediately labels them as gay.

So no... Chase isn't gay. He's just a sensitive little soul who was confused.

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